My life (just plain boring)

Maria

So my sister (just gonna call her Saphy from now on) and me play a game called Alicia Online (AO). (I play with a boy's character) When we just started playing, I met a girl. I really liked her. But as I am born in a girls body I thought 'Neh, it's just friends love'. But then as a few days passed by she told me 'Bris, what should I do if I like a boy?'. Go I didn't know what to say. So I asked my mom about it. And gave Maria (the girl) my mom's advice's. But then she said 'And what if you are the boy I like'. Now to be honest, that was my first time getting red. I didn't know what to say, again.. So I said i had to think about it. She didn't mind and told me to take all the time I needed. 

So a few days later it was Valentine's day. I had thought about it a lot (heck there didn't go by 5 minutes without me thinking about her), and decided to ask her as my valentine. She was so happy! Even more when she found out that mean that me and her were boyfriend and girlfriend. 

Oh god it hurted so much. I wanted to tell her that I was a girl irl, but I didn't know how she would react. So I didn't say anything for a long time. But after a few weeks she asked me to send her a picture from me (She had already send one of herself, god she is cute). So I told her that day that my camera from my computer wasn't working. (Not true ofc, but I had to say something) She asked me if I couldn't make a picture with my phone. So I told her I didn't have one (that IS true, got one now, but back then I didn't). She was pretty surprised.

And then, a week later. I told her that I was born in a girls body. By then I had found out myself that I wasn't totally girl either way. But not fully boy either. So I told her that I was a boy born in a girls body. (later I found out that I am genderflouid. So sometimes I am a girl, sometimes a boy. It shifts very fast, sometimes very slow) She took it surprisingly good. She didn't get mad at me for hiding it and told me she loved me for who I am. I also told her about the lie of the camera. She could laugh about it. She didn't mind. So the next day I send a picture. And she just couldn't stop saying that I am cute.

We  dated a long time, even tho it was though a screen, it nearly always went well. Sometimes we broke up for a while, later we got back together again. We were both pretty happy. 

I dated her for 9 months I think. Then we totally broke up and didn't see each other for 3 months. Now, nearly a month ago, her friend told me Maria wanted to be friends again. Turned out we both thought the other was mad. But we both weren't. So now we are friends again for nearly a whole month.

[I might add more to this chapter later. First just want to sketch my life.]