My (now)EX girlfriend and my life

So my frinds hate my girlfrind

Fir those of you who know haily is my best frind and she is litterly my closest frind except for nessa and her frinds like Eli but haily didn't like him w me and nessa function

So nessa will start a fight in the morning and won't fix it till lunch but barely and then I'm supposed to forget that it ever happened witch is fine her problems matter more then mine but then we just don't talk about mine ether but apparently she cares s lot about them but hers matter more

Abd recently she's been like I'm by going to talk to you for a week because I brought up the fact that she lies a lot and today she told me not to talk to her fir a couple months and Itold her what would happen
Pretty mutch I would relaps into my depression and eating disorders and losse all the progress I've made to get better so like that's fun but haily said that I'm gilt tripping her by telling her what ignoring me for weeks will do and I'll probably kill my self beckse I'm completely dependent on her

Haily said that she's mentally and emotionally abusing me and tie said that she's sexually abusing me but she's not and I don't believe that she would but she got mad at me when I told her that they said that beckse I made them think that she's a bad person
She said I tell my frinds to mutch and we like don't talk to me for a week and you'd not aloud to tell your frinds about that and I was like well what am I supposed to tell them when I'm cring in ther arms and she was like tell them nothing so I did and I told her to tell them beckse she cake over to talk to me beckse I was freaking out beckse she gave the necklace I gave her back and I told her to tell them and she told them a different story

I'll tell my frinds the truth and she'll tell them a different story and I'm like the only person why can tell gen she lies it's easy not to them they think I'm th lier beckse she's convincing

Wher not braking up but she wants the flannels and my diary I think we just call it the book it has a lot bout her and her finds but a couple of my suiside notes and notes to my 4 month old nephew abot how he's not supposed to know who I am until he gets the note I left for him on his 13th or 14th birthday and stuff abot my migraines and eating disorders but mostly ably her and it's called the book and she wants it so she can burn it and she told me to give it to her with the flanels and if I don't give them to her then she'll take them from my house when I'm asleep

So we fight a lot and I just keep telling her that I don't want to fight abd Eli told me how I'm a useless ugly bitch that is a fucking hoe and that all I'm ever going to be is a cheater so I kinda want to kill my self now and nessa knows the but is still saying bye and don't talk to me gen called me to tell me that she loves me beckse I said in my mind doing this I'd brakeing up it's me and haily is her wail this is all gaping but she didn't know what Eli said beckse I was upstairs and she was in my room but ya thays been my week how was yours
So my frinds don't like my girlfriend oh well even tho ther her frinds to