Found // Ashton Irwin

Chapter 3

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I walk inside my room and flop down on the bed, I just stay there looking at the ceiling.

Lonely.

I would describe my days as

Lonely.

A lonely soul truthfully I don't know why though even though I choose to seclude myself from others it doesn't mean I don't enjoy company from time to time.

But ya see my idea of company is different from others.

My favorite kind of company is were you can sit with someone for hours and not say a word but just be comfortable with the silence, that in my eyes is the most valuable company anyone could ever have.

After hours of just laying I glance at the clock and see that it's 8:46 damn I didn't know is zoned out for that long.

I decide to order pizza since my mom won't be home till midnight, she works as a bartender.

I mean she has to something to pay the bills right.

I see the pizza guy pull up and I grab the money and open the door before he has time to knock.

Great another one.

Why are they following me everywhere today.

And if you're are mentally asking who right now I'm and talking about the group I don't know how to explain them but they sure as hell are a group they go everywhere together they're like a fucking wolf pack.

"Morello thee Carter Morello damn I haven't seen you since what 9th year ?" Calum says with a surprised look on his face.

Calum fucking Hood at my doorstep dear lord.

See Calum is part of Michael's group as you would say, I actually think that Calum used to deal and that's how they met each other well that's what I have heard around at least.

"I liked it that way Calum."

I say with a straight face obviously I'm not in the mood Calum just give me my pizza and leave.

"Oh someone is snappy what crawled up your ass ?"

He says with a chuckle

"You being at my house, wait I didn't know you worked at a pizza joint doesn't really fit your bad boy image does it?"

I question while looking him up and down in his bright orange uniform

" Money just doesn't grow on trees Morello and someone has to pay for the drugs and alcohol right?" He grimaces cause he knows he has deadbeat friends that won't pay for shit I mean let's be honest here.

"Yea I guess but uh can I have my pizza before it gets cold maybe? "

I question truly fed up that this young man is at my doorstep

"Uh yes here."

He says exchanging my money for the pizza.

I quickly shut the door and walk upstairs to my room.

I grab some candles, a blanket, and my head phones.

I open my window and climb out the window while holding on to everything I slowly climb onto my roof and lay out my blanket and everything else.

I light the candles , plug in my earphones to my phone and wait for the stars to show.

One more year of hell and I'll be off to college and never come back hopefully.