Its not fair that i have to raise this child on my own.why was his stuff in the fertility clinic anyways.I am still heartbroken.I called chole and zoey so i could tell them.when i told them they were heart broken by the news.And i was devasteted i thought brandon would be a better person than to leave when when its his biological baby like ughh
I dont know how i feel anymore.Im so sick and everything is nasues. So im might be thinking of any abortion.but i dont want to kill the baby its half my blood and i cant do that to a poor thing that has nothing to do with this.
I reconsisderd.
