REALIZE // BTS (Short Story)

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Drawing is from houtarou-san man this is awesome anyways back to the story

Chapter 3: rolling girl

Another day at school

Or should I say hell

I need to go through this day again

I need to endure

I have no choice

Even if I get out of this hell

I have a faith worse than death as soon as I entered my house

The first period was math

I hate math

I think everyone does

The teacher started the boring lesson

I looked out the window

I plugged in my head phones

I didn't care if the teacher scolded me

I know what do

I'll just roll with the punches

I know it won't be long but...

I haven't seen the scenery I was looking for

The period ended it was lunch

I sat alone in the cafeteria again

I'm used to it

No one dares to approach the problem kid

While I eating I'm listening to BTS again

I listen to them cause their songs

Are pretty catchy

" oh look it's her"

" she doesn't belong here"

" she looks like shit"

" can she just die already"

I'm okay

I'm not okay

I won't give up

It doesn't matter anymore

There's no light

There never was

The day ended

I rushed to my house

On the other side of that door awaits

A fate worse than death

" YOU PIECE OF SHIT!! WHERES MY BEER!!? You USELESS TRASH!! I WISH YOU WERE DEAD!!"

My father

I'm just rolling with punches

One more time

I will roll again

Just one more time

Before I knew it my vision became red

My head got it by a empty sharp bottle of broken beer glass

It hurt

Not the beer bottle that's in my cut

But my heart

It's all beaten up

I couldn't take it

I rushed to my room

And wrote to my diary

August 18 xxxx

Dear diary,

They're right

There's no hope

It's not okay

I'm not okay

Where the light I'm looking for?

I can't see it

I'm rolling with it okay

I keep telling myself it's okay there's always a chance

No more chances

No more

I just want to die

A drop of blood from my head landed on the page

As I cried

I wrote the final words on that diary

I need someone to save me

I can't do it

BTS

They can't hear me

They don't even know I exist

I'm just one of the million out there

Even though

Please BTS I need you

I know they can't hear me

They never could

But still

Why I'm I longing?

I closed my diary

I cleaned up my wound as I cry myself to sleep