REALIZE // BTS (Short Story)

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August 21 xxxx

Dear diary

It's me again your probably tired of me talking to you huh?
It's 11:39 am I still can't sleep
I can never fall asleep
When I do the only thing I see is me
I'm falling
A deep dark hole
I can't see anything there out of my reach
I can't see anybody
...if only I could get out of that pit
But this time it's different
I'm still in darkness
It's still pitch black
But....
I could faintly see a light
It's only a faint but it made me feel
Safe
Is that the light I was reaching for
Is it the light the one will end my suffering
Is this the scenery I'm looking for?

Silhouettes standing behind the light
7 silhouettes of men
That's when I realised
7  men
BTS?

It was then I realised

It was only a dream
It's not real
My suffering is eternal

It not gonna end
Unless I'm gone
From this world
I fucking hate this
Just make this end
I wanna go way

Kim Chaerin
It's hopless

I've updated yey or not but finallly the girls name is revealed
I'll be referring to her as Chaerin from now on

Thanks for reading this
Hope to see you soon