Lost Hope (Cameron Boyce Imagine)

Tragedy~ch.5

Day of red carpet

This was the day I've been waiting for all my life. Now finally it's about to happen and I don't want it to. We all standing in the lobby waiting for the limo. Sarah in her own little corner on her phone. Me Skai and Cameron just talking. Then there my brother Ethan and his friend Liam talking and then my mom talking to the front desk guy.
“Let's play truth or dare to past time." skai said
“Yeah Sarah join us." I said she walked over to use and she started.
“Skai truth or dare." Sarah asked
“Dare."Skai said
“I dare you to smack Cameron in his face." Sarah said
“wait what." Cameron said Skai hand flew up and smacked him hard across the face.
“You ok." I said laughing he was holding his face in pain.
“truth or dare Cameron." skai asked him before he could answer my question.
“truth" He said
“Is it true you like Bianca." He started to blush and smile. He nodded a yes.
“truth or dare Bianca." Cameron said “truth" I said not wanting dare just yet at such a heated moment.
“Is it true that your dating someone." He said
“Nope I'm single as a pringle."I said
So it was back to Sarah's turn “truth or dare Cameron."Sarah said
“dare" he replied
“kiss Bianca." Both our face expressionless. He started to lean in, once we were inches apart he said “I'm sorry I always do a dare." he's lips crashed into mine. Out of nowhere I felt myself kiss back. This is not right I like Blake. But this kiss feels so right. He broke the kiss, soon to feel emptiness. I wanna kiss him again and feel his lips on mine but I hold back. There is a applause and a whistle the whistle came from Ethan trying to be funny. I looked over at the door to see Blake. He turned around and walked out the door. I got up and ran to catch him. I grabbed his arm he stopped and looked at me. I should've thought about what I was gonna say cause I had nothing.
“Why didn't you just tell me there was someone else." He said hurt in his eyes.
“There's not, I promise we were playing truth or dare ask anyone in there. It was he's dare he kissed me. Your my one and only." I wanted to hurt myself for such a lie when I knew that was not true.
“Bianca I have strong feelings for you and if you don't want something with me then tell me." he said looking at me
“I do want something with you." I said That was true.
“where you going all dressed up."he asked
“red carpet." I answered
“oh ok have fun I'll catch up with you later."he said kissing my cheek and walking away. I started walking back into the hotel to see the limo drive up to the front. I just walked over to Cameron and acted like nothing happened. But I know somebody will eventually ask. 
...........
We on the red carpet me Cameron taken pictures together. Paparazzi keep asking are we dating but neither one of us answer. All of us smiling and having a great time. “So what happened with Blake and you." Cameron asked still smiling at the camera.
“nothing I couldn't handle." I said still smiling. All of a sudden I hear a gun shot. I hear screaming I look to my right to see someone I didn't know get shot. I feel a gush of wind past by me.I hear a grunt come from next to me.I look to me left and see cameron holding his arm blood running down his arm. He fall to the ground in pain. I hear three more gun shots and more screams. I bend down next to him and I feel myself start to cry. “ You're gonna be ok." I said between crys. 
“Bianca watch out." All I see is my brother run in front of me and get shot in the head. A scream left my mouth. I just couldn't stop crying.Everything went a blur. I felt someone pick me up and start running with me. I couldn't see anything. Tears block my vision .“My brother where's my brother someone help him where's Cameron. Don't let them die. I love them. Please." I felt myself black out.
.......
“She'll be okay she passed out from Shock." I hear a women say. I open my eyes to see my mom, skai, and Sarah. All there eyes look like they had tears once in them.
“Where's Ethan." I whispered trying to get the words out.
“He...." before my mom could finish the sentence she broke down crying. I started to cry. My heart felt like it was being stabbed over and over. He was the only person that understood me and he was like my father that I never had. He protected me up and til the last moment. It should have been me not him. Not him. He never should have deservied that. He cant be dead. Hes not dead. Hes not dead. I can still hear his voice.My brother he still here."Why God why did you take him you should have taken me instead I need him."I croaked out in pain.I riped the IV out my arm.I rolled onto the floor.The floor cold to my skin.This cant be happening.I felt someone touch my shoulder."Ethan." I knew it wasnt him but i hoped it would be him reassurring me that everything will me alright.Now nothing will never be alright nothing at all. I never cried so hard in my life.My throat hurts from crying so much. There was one question i wanted to know.
“where's ......" I couldn't get the rest out right away. “Cameron." I said still couldn't breathe from crying.
“On same floor room 223 his parents are with him." someone said I couldn't tell at the moment.The relief that came over me was unbeievable but i still felt the pain.
“I wanna see him please." I cried out. Someone helped me up I could barely stand I felt weak. Sarah and Skai helped me towards his room. As I got there his parents greeted me and hug me I tried very hard to hold in my tears.
“we'll leave y'all two alone for a minute." His mom said walking out the room with everyone else. I walked over towards Cameron and wrapped my arms around him. I started to cry again. “I thought I lost you like my brother please don't ever leave me I need you." I continued to cry nonstop on his shoulder.He pulled me up with hes good arm next to him on the hospital bed. He held me with his good arm and i put my arms around his waist.
“Bianca Cruz I will never leave you I promise I will stay here as long as I can. It'll be okay shhh Everything we'll alright I promise." he said Starting to choke up. After awhile I start hearing him cry with me. I don't know why he's crying but all I know is I don't want him to let me go out hes grip. I'm afraid that if I let him go I will lose him like I lost my brother. I wish I could tell my brother this but hopefully he can some how hear me say this “Ethan I love you to the moon and back." I whispered and cried off to sleep in Cameron's arms.