Lost Hope (Cameron Boyce Imagine)

Hospital~ ch 9

Bianca POV

The smell of a hospital is not at all the most pleasant smell. Between the meds and the chemicals used to make this place clean, it makes my stomach sick. Its been exactly 3 hours and 27 mintues that ive been sitting in this chair looking at just a none resoponsive body. In reality I dont know why im here still like why should i care about Cameron if he never cared to even say how are you doing. Its been really boring just sitting here, while my bf is out just doing some errans. He said that watching a bodys chest rise and fall wasnt his thing. Kaylop told me to call him when i was ready to go and right now I feel like I want to go. Its been very loney here no one to really talk to. His manger did come in and greeted me a hour or two ago and he was totally confused on how I was allowed to be in his room since hes like a clebertiy and stuff. He left like 15 mintues after that and said he would be back. A lady barged in interrupting my thoughts. Her hair was in a messy bun and her eyes were red from crying. I couldnt help but notice the sparkling ring on her finger. I wanted to ask her who was she or why she crying because, he just passed out nothing serious. Though its a little strange he has been out for 3 hours and now going on to 29 mintues.

"Who are you and why you in my fiance's room." I felt may face heat up. He got engaged? I was about to open my mouth when I heard Cameron say something. I looked over to see his eyes were open and starring at me.

"Bianca?" I smiled a little and looked at his fiance run around so she was blocking him from looking at me. My smile dropped a little. I got up from my chair and started making my way to the door. "Wait." I stopped but didnt turn around.

"Why didnt you ever contact me and you cant say cause I didnt have your number, cause i know you did." I turned to see his fiance now sitting in the chair I was sitting in. Cameron was looking at me his eyes watery like hes about to cry.

"Bae could you give us a moment." He looked at his fiancé and she laughed and stayed where she sat. "Please." He gave her a look and she got up and walked past me out the room. He started to sit up. "I thought you were dead." He said looking at me hurt. A laugh left my mouth.

"Do you really think im going to believe that you thought I was dead. Do you know how hard it was for me to get over my brother and then you. You told me you would never leave me." I turned to look out the window. I heard the bed creak. I turned to see that cameron getting out of bed and starting walking towards me. I started to shake me head at him as he got closer. I started to walk away but he grabbed my arm keeping me from running. "Let go." I snapped at him.

"That guy you went on a date with remember him well he told me you died and i believe him. I went into depression. I tried to kill myself so my parents put me in a instution until i got better. I loved you bianca with all my heart and i still do." I couldnt breath my mouth was open but nothing would come out. Tears were treatening in my eyes.

"I wanna believe you but i just dont know i can." Suddenly his lips crashed to mine. My hands ran through his hair i couldnt help myself. Everything in my head went blank no thoughts were going through my head. All could be heard in the room was heavy breathing. I broke the kiss. I slapped him as hard as i could. "You have a fiance and I have a bf this can not happen, we can not be together." Now tears were running down my face. I quickly left the room and ran down the hall to til i made it downstairs at the loby. I wipped my tears that have fallen and called kaplop.

"Im ready." I said through the phone.

"Alright ill be right there." He said and then i hung up and waited outside. I looked at my reflection through my camera on my phone to make sure it doesnt look like i have been crying.

Soon the car pulled up and i jumped in. Before he could greet me I spoke. "Can we get tattoos." I looked at him to see his reaction. He was just smiling. He kissed my cheek.

"Your real funny." He started to drive laughing to himself. I looked at him in a confused look. Did he not think I wasn't serious. He looked at me to see my face. "Wait your serious." He said now laughing even harder. I crossed my arms in a defensive way. If this is what going to stop him from asking what happened in there or me having to think I bout it, then I like this conversation. "Sweetheart you know my parents and yours will kill us when they see we gotten tattoos. We promised them we wouldnt do anything stupid." He said grabbing my hand and kissing it. "Sorry princess." I laid my head on his shoulder and the rest the way home was silent.