Jungkooks POV
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I sat on my bed, watching tv. I decided to switch the channel, my phone buzzing as Yoongi and Jin tried to text me.
When I changed the channel I noticed that Taehyung was on TV. I smiled, but as the person doing the report kept talking further, I felt my heart break into six million little pieces.
Tears rolled down my cheeks, and I was at a loss of words. It felt like I'd lost something, it felt so painful. I heard a knock on my door, but I couldn't move. I can't move. I can't move, why can't I move? "Ahh, Jugkook! We're coming in," Yoongi said from outside my door. I wanted to say no, but I can't speak. I was truly at a loss of words. I'm paralyzed.
Yoongi walked in, "me and Jin are making cookies, do you want to he--" he noticed me. Shit. He rushed to my side and hugged me. I sobbed onto his shoulder, he held me tight.
Jin walked in, covering his mouth. "Is he okay???" Jin asked, "I don't know," Yoongi replied. "What happened Jungkook??" Jin asked gripping my hand. Hot tears rolled down my cheeks, I moved my hand for the first time in the last ten minutes. I pointed at the TV. Jin rewound it to ten minutes before.
"K-Pop idol Kim Tae-Hyung, or V from BTS has a secret girlfriend??"
"We saw him kissing a girl before taking a photo shoot,"
"He denies this but we have video evidence,"
Jin and Yoongis eyes widened, watching as a girl goes up to Tae, pins him to a wall and kisses him.
"So what do you think?"
"Looks pretty real to me,"
"Their a cute couple don't you think?"
"Let's just hope fan girls and fan boys don't get upset,"
Jin turned the TV off. He looked at me and sat down. "Jungkook." I kept crying, "it's okay, we're here for you." Jin reassured me, but it doesn't feel any better. "I love him so much." I spat out, my voice shaking. I'd cried so much it felt like I was going to throw up.
Yoongi grabbed my phone. "I'm telling Tae your done with him." Yoongi said, "n-no!" I whined. "Please I still love him, maybe he'll leave her for me.." I said, how pathetic am I?....
"Jungkook..." Jin gripped my hand even tighter. "He isn't good for you." Yoongi spat, "Yoongi calm down. We don't even know Taehyungs side of the story. Well all discuss it when they come home." "But Hyung-" "no. Judging without evidence is no excuse." Jin said. "The evidence is right there!" Yoongi said pointing at the TV. "We still don't know if it's real! Don't believe everything on TV!" Jin yelled, "WELL IT LOOKED PRETTY REAL TO ME!" Yoongi shouted, "How would you feel if Namjoon was the one kissed?!" Yoongi said, aggressively. "Damn! How do you think I felt when Hoseok brought home another girlfriend or boyfriend, Who wasn't me," Yoongi teared up. "Don't you think I was hurting?!" Jin bit his lip. Yoongi furrowed his eyebrows. "Jungkook is hurting and Tae is the reason for it." Yoongi stormed off.
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"Jungkook...he's just mad. He really loves you like a brother," Jin said. I nodded, "it's okay..it'll be okay I promise.." Jin said, "if you need anything just ask. We're here." And then Jin left, my door closing.
I've never felt so worthless.
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Only You || VKOOK FF {SMUT}
Fanfic"I wanted to say no, but I can't speak. I was truly at a loss of words. I'm paralyzed."
