Every day she suffers she cuts she cries and she hates. She suffers from PTSD, depression, anxiety and schizophrenia. She goes through a lot but she doesn't know how to take it out, so she does self-harm. She feels as if it helps her but it is only hurting her even more, giving her the urge to cut, cut! CUT!! Deeper and deeper she goes, more blood spewing out by the minute. She loves the feeling that comes with it, the feeling of forgiveness, how it helps her calm down and think. The blood goes out faster and smoother every time she cuts. Her wrists scarred from the cuts with only a faint tint of red. Her eyes stained with so many memories, her emotions flooded with so many thoughts, and her feelings numb from the events.
Her name is Louis and she is only thirteen years old, she doesn't enjoy life and its events. She hates everyone including her self. She goes to WindHills Middle school in Iowa. She only has a few friends, her best friend's Lynn Leo and Rose. Her friends know she cuts, they know she's been going through a lot and they try and help her with it but she refuses there help. Louis doesn't want people to worry about her, she wants them to worry about someone that is more important than she is.
She is suffering..
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I'm In Love With Suicide
Mystery / ThrillerThis story is very depressing, I wrote it coming from my feelings, what my life is like, how I suffer every day. This story is about a girl named Louise that has to suffer knowing the fact that her life has been a lie. She does self-harm and has tri...
