don't you dare mislead my feelings. Don't you FUCKING dare.
i don't wanna have this feeling of going completely insane if you won't message me or ask how my day was or a simple hi or hey or hello or ask how's my life been or a good morning or good evening greeting or any of those cliche things
i don't want to like you more than a friend anymore. i don't want my heart to be broken by you anymore.
seeing a couple who were once friends turned to lovers break me inside. i feel empty and i don't know why. but i don't want to chase him anymore if he wouldn't appreciate my efforts.
i used to despise being in love. because i used to think it's stupid for someone to give you promises and break it all in the end and how they were starting to not love you anymore
the guys that used to like me i kept pushing away and try to convince them that they will find someone who is much more better than i was. because who would love such a broken girl in this harsh and cruel world?
i hate it. I hate it so much.
is it selfish of me to say that i want someone to love me as much more than i do? because i can't always love myself at times
At times i break
At times i cried
At times i have hold more grudges
At times i pretended to be someone people wanted me to be
At times im just afraid
I cling unto people i get emotionally attached with and some didnt deserve it if they only left
if i fall in love. I fall hard. Hard. Hard. Hard.
but i always get broken.
but they don't
Crazy, right?
How stupid of me.
Im such a stupid girl desperate for love and here i am trying my best to not cry
i just really need a hug and i feel so numb that i cant feel a thing
i want someone to hug me and tell me it will all be over
but will that person ever exist?
i hate it.
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