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~Millie~

I walked into the classroom with my books and pencil case in one hand and my phone in the other. I look up from my phone and find a spot near my friends and put my stuff down. I like my friends but I always feel a bit left out around them.

Maddie and Grace had known each other since they were in pre-school because their parents are friends but I only joined their friend group in term 2 of the first year of high school (year 7 for australia) . They knew each other so well but I didn't really fit in with them anymore after the end of last year. I don't know why but we just weren't as close.

Soon after I sit down my weird best friend Noah comes into the class room and starts talking to me as he comes over and sits next to me. Noah is the opposite of me, he is very social and talks to everyone and I swear he is friends with everyone except Maddie. Maddie doesn't like noah for some reason... And I am the most antisocial person you will ever meet. I barely ever talk and I feel like throwing up if I ever have to even read a paragraph put in class. Noah and I have a strange friendship and some people can't tell if we hate each other or love each other. I love him... As a friend. Anyways Noah and I start talking about random things until the bell goes and then I write the math questions in my book to do for homework tonight. I pick up my heavy ass books and drag myself down stairs to my locker.

As I'm about to enter my lock combination I hear Noah yelling at me from a meter away where his lock is. "MILLIE COME OPEN MY LOCKER I CANT BE BOTHERED" sometimes I wonder if he even knows his own combination. I sigh and walk over to his locker before twisting the lock backwards and forwards a few times. 3-1-5. I put the code in and open his locker. "There you go hoe" I laugh quietly  and go back to my locker. "Thanks hoe!" He yells back getting a few odd looks from people passing him.
3-5-3. I open my locker and neatly place my books back in the top section and grabbing an apple out of my bag before closing the locker again.

I take a small bite of my apple to make Noah happy before throwing it in the trash, earning a look of sadness from Noah. I don't need to eat right now, I'm not hungry. I convince myself  putting on a believable fake smile and walking outside with Noah.
"Mills are you sure you aren't hungry?" Noah asks my with a concerned look and I turn to face him with another smile. "Yeah I ate a big breakfast" I lie but he believes it. He's convinced and that's good enough.

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Chapter 1 of my new book! What do you guys think? Am I putting to much into this or not enough?
-alexia💕

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