-you are lying-

8 0 0
                                    

I walk through the doors of the year 8 locker building. Why are people so loud? I literally can't hear my music and it it blasting on full through my headphones. Jesus christ.

I roll my eyes and walk straight to my locker, ignoring everyone and almost crashing into a few people and their friends. oOps. I get down and open my locker. Why the fuck did I get a bottom locker? I'm one of the tallest people in my class and the person with the top locker is so short she can't reach the top half of the locker! Ugh. I shove my bag into my locker and look at my schedule. Double maths, recess, humanities, English, lunch, homeroom, health and science. Today is gonna suck.

~skip to recess brought to you by my laziness~

I walk outside with noah and finn, awkwardly trying to look at anything and anyone but finn. Noah is telling some weird story about something that happened when he was a kid but I haven't been listening until now.
"and then I took 7 shots of vodka and punched the dude in the dick." He finishes and I laugh. "Schnipper I wasn't listening to any of that but I know you are lying like you are so small and I can't even imagine-" I quickly stop talking as soon as I remember that finn is here and listening to me talk. God I hate the way I talk. I have a british accent and thats great but I still hate my voice.
"I swear to god it's true!" He yells and I laugh quietly.

We keep walking around the schoolyard for all of recess and I don't really talk at all to finn, even though I said I would. Noah and finn kept making dumb jokes but I thought it was funny because well... It's finn and yeah.

~skip to lunch~

Noah decided to play Dungeons and Dragons with his other friends so Finn and I decided to just walk around by ourselves. It was nice and I actually talked to him about random stuff but then it started raining so we walked into the student lounge.
Turns out going there was a very bad idea because pretty much everyone else in the school was there to get out of the rain. I hate people.

We walked upstairs to one of the outdoor (but sheltered) walkways that connects two buildings and I just sat down on one of the places with no water. Finn sat next to me and we just talked about our friendship and stuff. It kind of sucked saying friendship though because I really wish it was more than that. :(

Lonely // FillieWhere stories live. Discover now