undesirable

Friday night

You say I love you but little does she know she's just one of the many women you call through out the week to "hang". Your innocent sweet mind really thinks he just wanted to hang. You get to his place. It's normal at first. Then he changes his mood. He gets closer and closer. you tell him sorry for misunderstanding. you try to leave but he won't let you. He locks the door and tells you everything will be okay. He pins you on the wall like the art you hang. in your head all you can think is that it's your fault. your screaming inside but to scared to let it out. He throws you on the bed. He's ripping off your clothes. He's calling you a slut and a whore you start to believe it. He rams every last bit of innocents out of you. Your useless. You are broken. No good man will ever want you. He tells you that he will make you undesirable to all men and you are his now. He makes his used to be comforting hands into a fist. He screams at you and says this is all your fault you nasty whore. He hits you he grabs a knife out of his back pocket. This night would change you forever. He cuts you up everywhere. He cuts you deeper and deeper.  He grabs a bat from under the bed. He hits you three times on your head. That's the last thing you remember from that night.