Making new music after all the things that happened with me and Sky was something i needed.
She was my first love. She was the first girl i needed to work for. She was always the first person i went to when i had something on my mind but now i don't have her anymore.
She is somewhere being happy without me because i really tought i fell in love with Hailey but it was just the attention i got from her.
Things between me and Sky didn't go well and i think that was the reason why i tought i fell in love with Hailey. The attention.
She had a lot on her mind about us and i saw it in her eyes but i just didn't say anything about it because i was too busy with Hailey at that moment.
"Shawn are you okay?" Hailey asks while getting in the seat in front of me in my office.
"Yeah i am fine." I say while looking at my hands. Why am i still here.
"Oh okay" She walks away and my mind starts to compare Hailey and Sky.
How Sky looked so good yesterday with her shorts on and that white shirt where you could see her bra.
It made me go crazy when she opened the door. I just wanted to kiss her. I wanted to be with her.
How she just looked so pretty without make up on without trying to look good.
God why did i leave her?
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"Shawn are you listening to me?" Hailey asks while she stands in front of me. Since when did she stand their.
"What did you say?" I sigh while putting my phone away.
"What are we?" She asks and the thing is, i don't know what we are.
"I don't know. You tell me." I say while getting better in the couch.
"I think this isn't working out. Me and you." She says while playing with her fingers.
"It was just a little fling or something. It was the attention i got from you. The flirty thing was fun but now we just don't do anything of that anymore." She says.
"I think it is for the best that we just stay friends." I say to her while getting out of the couch.
"If that is what you want." She says lowly.
"That is what i want." I say while walking to the door with Hailey behind me.
"Just talk it out Shawn. I know you still love her and that you never really loved me." Haileys says while walking away.
Tell me something i don't know already. I still love her and i can't get her out of my mind.
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FanfictionPart two: Sky and Shawn Shawn Mendes and Sky Carrington have as every couple in life, a relationship with some ups and downs but the downs are always in the spotlight with them.(instagram story) Started: may || ended: july