Chapter 4

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That yesterday was the day everything kind of changed is something I can tell you. Shawn saying he misses me too. Missing our relationship and knowing now that I am not the only one who thinks this is something good. We can start to work on our relationship again.

"Sky you are daydreaming again." Julia pulls me out of my toughts. Julia is my best friend in this industry. It is not easy to find true friends here so finding her was something I am really happy for. "I am sorry what did you say?" I smile while walking to my kitchen to get a glass of wine.

"How is your relationship with Shawn now?" She asks shyly while taking the glass of wine out of my hand. "We are working on it." I smile shyly. She knows it hasn't been going good between us. She is the person I called when I was lonely and didn't know what to do with my toughts again.

"Did you talk to him like I told you?" She takes a sip of her wine and looks at me with a serious face."I didn't find the time for it." I mumble so she can't really hear it. "Because he is never home anymore. You are always home alone and he is doing god knows what." She says louder. Oh no not that again.

"He is just busy." I whisper. "Stop doing this Sky. Stop trying to find an answer for what he is doing. Yes famous life is not easy but he can make time for you if he wants too. But I am not really sure if he wants to make time for you." She says loud and angry.

"All the famous people I know make time for each other so why can't he do that for you Sky? Think about that again and stop saying to yourself that he is just busy because you are that too but you try to make time for him whenever he calls you for another work dinner or party." She walks closer to me.

"I just don't want to lose him Julia. I love him too much for that." I start to cry and I feel her two arms around me. "And I get that Sky but for once start to speak with your mind and not your heart." She whispers in my ear and that sentence hurted me more because that is the thing. I know that we are not perfect but my heart is just longing for him all the time that I forget to think with my mind when I am around him.

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Lets talk about last night! 💜 Btw, I love you guys with my whole heart! ❣

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Kevinnn Do you love me, that is the bigger question?
❤ 23 💬 Sky.Carrington Is that even a question, I certainly do

Paldi.cole Godess!!😍

Starlett.Oliv So where do I sign up to look like this?

ShawnMendes Mine only!! 💜
❤ 1.273 💬 Sky.Carrington Yours only 💜

Carrington Yours only 💜

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Just admit it that you guys are jealous of me. But I can't deny it, I would be too if she was your date.💜

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Kevinnn We have been knew, it is not that hard not to see.
❤ 23 💬 Sky.Carrington Less jealousy here

Paldi.cole And then she tells me she hates this picture of herself. I don't know why?
❤ 13 💬 Sky.Carrington You promised me not to say that to anyone.

Shawnlover1 Can I get a men like Shawn?

Sky.Carrington Lucky you that I am your date. 💜
❤ 710 💬 ShawnMendes I really am this lucky 💜

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I just need to man up and talk to him about us and how we will work on us. I need to listen to Julia for once. Come on Sky don't be so shy all the time. Just talk to him when he comes home tomorrow. Just have a good conversation like old times. You did that all the time so why are you so scared now? He will understand it, he said it himself that he misses us so he won't be mad at me for trying to work on us. Taking the first step like I always did.


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