Chapter 31

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I talked to Cole the other day and he wanted to meet up because he needs to tell me something. I am not sure what he wants to say but i hope something good because i can't handle more bad news after that break up with Sky.

How she said she was over me and moved on from me was something that broke my heart again. I am not going to lie this girl gave my heart no break when it came to breaking it all the time, over and over again.

"What is wrong men?" I ask Cole when i saw him walking to me.

"I need to talk with you men." He says and i know you all probably think what is wrong with me. I didn't like Cole but when me and Sky broke up he was the only one who came to me. He was the person who listened to me. And i am not going to deny that he is not funny or something.

"Tell me." I say to him while sitting next to him. 

"So i talked to Sky yesterday." He says and i feel my whole body heat up by just her name. I am still so in love with her.

"And?" Look like you totally not care.

"She is back men. She explained everything and she asked me a lot about you. She is not over you and i am not lying because i know this shit hurts so i won't do that to you if i wasn't sure about it." He says and i know he is right but i don't know what to say.

"Cole men i don't know what to say. My heart is still broken. I don't know if i can see her again and hear her say all those words again." I say and i feel the tears coming.

"Men i know you guys relationship was not sunshine but when you guys were together you were happy. You saw the sparkle in your eyes, you saw the love on your face. I know that it is hard to forget what she said but maybe hear her out and then see what you will do." Cole says and then walks away.

"I really hope you guys work out." He shouts back and i am left alone with my toughts all alone again. I think i have done that for so many times now.

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You're perfectly wrong for me and that's why it's so hard to leave.

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Kevinnn This hitted me hard!

Skymendes I am shocked! I relate to this too much!

Paldi.cole Men i am so excited to hear it!

Shawnlover Oh this hurts!

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When we lie so still, but you're taking me places, holding me onto you and we don't care who's watching us, baby.

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Kevinnn Damn you are looking good girl!!

Skymendes Just one day i want to be her! One day!

Paldi.cole My cute little bean!!

Shawnlover Capital letters!! Guys this is about Shawn!

Julia.Michaels So happy on stage!!

Sky.carrington Can i be you for one day than? If so count me in for it! @ Skymendes 

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I start to think about everything that happened with me and Sky. She was the person who gave me the love i never felt. She was the person who came to me when i was sad. She was the only one who saw trough my mask and she still does.

She is the only one who made me forget all the problems i had. She was the one who tried her best to make me laugh when i was sad. She was the one who i needed to work for in high school. She was the only person i saw in the halls and she is still the only person i see when we are in a large crowd.

"Cole stop picking me up." She says while Cole is again trying to pick her up. I heard her laugh and i walked to that and didn't even hesitate for a second. The laugh i fell for and the laugh i didn't hear for so long.

"You can't look like this when we are in a room full of boys who have a crush on you." He says.

"Cole no one here has a crush on me. They are probably looking at Selena and not me." She says while looking at Selena.

"You are so wrong. Selena don't take it wrong but they are looking at you Sky." Cole says and Selena just nods. Sky always was this clueless when we were in a relationship. We were outside and everybody looked at her and she was so sure it was to me.

"Cole just stop flirting." Kevin says while pulling Sky into a hug.

"I am not flirting." Cole says while Sky starts laughing.

"So clueless." I say while walking to them.

"Shawn?" Sky says and i feel my whole body heat up by just hearing this again. How she says my name with her voice. How she just looks at me.

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