My worthless mother .

Last night my mother got drunk; again. Nothing new really... Ever since my dad died she has done nothing, but drink. Our family means nothing to her anymore. she hates me the most though. i was her first born.

"Kailani" my mother slurred yelling at my little sister making her instantly cry.

"Sorry" she apologized to her. While getting a towel to clean up the glass that she had just broken. The only reason she care is because she has a fucking hangover again.

Heartless bitch.

The twins were fighting again. what can I say they are boys. That's all they ever do. I'm so sick of all this shit. I know that she has been doing drugs, and sleeping around. That's what we need more kids for me to take care of. Their are six of us. I am Layla and i am 17. Then there is Monica who is 13. The twins Russ and Jake who are 7. Last but not least little Kailani whose is 4; little jack who is 2.

"knock it off you two" I yelled. I am so sick of their shit. They just mean mug me, and Russ pushes little Jack down to piss me off. So in return i walked off towards him and smacked him on the arm. He just ran off like usual. Jack just hugged me. I'm guessing thanking me.

My mother was passed out again. The music upstairs was way too loud meaning monica was trying to show her ass again. She really has a way of pissing me off.

"Hungry" Jack whined. So I picked him up and smelled him. He reeks, nevertheless it seems like these kids need a bath.

I'm so sick of being their mother. I love them so much, but I'm at my breaking point I just want to be a normal family. I want to go out on Saturdays with my friends. Have sleepovers. I've never even had a birthday party. "Mother" just keeps having kids so she can get more welfare money.

I sit jack down on the counter and rummage threw the food pantry. Nothing . I open the fridge and this fowl stench hits me. I guess it needs to be cleaned out. There is no food in the house.

"Layla get your worthless ass in here" my mother screamed.

"Yes mother dearest" I replied with the most smartass tone I could master.

Pissed you off huh bitch.

"Shut the fuck up and make me some food" she says waving me off.

"We have no food" I hinted .

"Go get some then damn it; are you that stupid" she slurred. Picking up the whiskey bottle and chugging it. I just roll my eyes and take the card out from her purse.

"Jack" I call. He comes running from the kitchen. I pick him up and take him up stairs to the bathroom. I strip him down, and clean him up till he's presentable.

"Kai" I call. She doesn't respond. That's not like her.

"KAILANI" I yell. I hear little footsteps come running from down the hall.

"Yes" she says as she reaches the door.

"Why didn't you answer me" I ask her .

"I feel asleep" she pouted. I just smiled and mentioned for her to come her. I stripped her down and told her to take a shower. She did as she was told. When she was finished I also dressed her and made her look presentable.

"Russ, Jake" I say as they walked passed the door.

"What" Russ replied. Jake doesn't talk to much. Just to me occasionally, but mostly to Russ.

"Clean up and get dressed" I tell them. Russ is about to start a conflict I can see it in his eyes.

What the fucks new. Sometimes I just wanna put duck tape over his damn mouth.

"Okay" Jake said smiling. He's the more darling of them. So I move so they can get ready.

"Monica" I say knocking on her door.

"What do you want" she asked.

"Get. Ready." I said to her slowly as if she were dumb.

"Whatever" she said rolling her eyes shutting the door.

I carry jack down the stairs, and Kai is following behind. Later Jake.

Then Russ. Finally Monica makes her grand appearance dressed like a whore as usual.

We all leave to head to the store in my car.

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