I Need You Most

Can you stay?

When I got home I texted the group chat that bts, F/N and I made with each other
Text:
Y/N: hello just texting to tell you guys that I made it home safely
RM: okay 😁 that's good to hear we will try and see you sometime soon
Y/N: okay bye
RM: bye
Man that was an awkward conversation but I mean at least he cares maybe idk
After a while of stalking- oops I mean looking at bts photos I went to get ready for bed
I washed my face, brushed my teeth etc.
When I was finished I went to start falling asleep but then my phone got a text and it was from......Jimin!
Text:
Jimin: hey are you free to talk about something with me?
Y/N: yes of course what's up?
Jimin: well I kinda wanna talk in person so can we?
Y/N: yup let me send my adress its xxxxxxxxx
Jimin: okay I'll be there in a bit
I hope everything is okay I mean nobody would just text you and scare the crap out of you for no reason right?

Questions started floating in my head
What if he's hurt? What if I did something wrong? Is he in trouble?
I quickly snapped out of my thoughts when I heard the doorbell ringing
"I'm coming" i shouted
When I opened the door the first thing I see is a cold, wet Jimin standing in the front of my door way
"M-may I-I com-me In-n" he said shivering
I brought him in and then it hit me that I didn't hear the doorbell for a while there so he has just been standing out in the freezing cold rain with the wind blowing and hurling with cold and the rain just coming down like cats and dogs I felt so bad
I made Jimin a cup of hot chocolate and put warm blankets on home with a fire near us
"What were you doing out there?" I asked and yes I know that's a stupid question to ask but I just want to be sure
"I was w-waiting f-for you t-to come o-open the d-door" he said quietly
I felt so bad that I didn't have control over my body and just hugged him so tightly while whispering into his ear kindly 'sorry'
He was a bit hesitant but then hugged me back tightly and said "it's okay"
When we both stopped hugging we started talking about what he came here for and he came for talking about...

Stress

I thought it would be about having feelings for me ya I know I am just a potato who is obsessed with bts and kpop but I still thought I had a fighting chance
But as usual I was wrong
Anyways we talked about how he was always feeling sick because of how hard he worked and how he wanted to just have some days off to relax but never got it
To be honest I felt bad not know this till now like I knew they had troubles but I didn't think they were this bad
I hope I can help you park jimin
Jimin P.O.V
I honestly wanted to tell Y/N about my feelings but I just thought it would be better to wait longer so I talked about the second most energy consuming thing aka stress
I hope I can talk to her more about my feelings

Authors note
Again sorry this chapter is trash I'm just not feeling inspired (infires) anyways hope you have a good day/night I will try to improve bye bye❤️😁