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7

After my little date with Amanda, I was beaming. I went back 'home' (aka Elliots apartment) to find Elliot and Lillian watching crime shows.
"Dear God" I say laughing.
"What Liv" he says.
"Your watching crime shows and that's what you do for a livin" I say.
He chuckles and goes back to watching the show. It's called bones.
Apparently this forensic anthropologist named Temprence Brennan falls for this strong cop who is halarious I must add.
"This reminds me of a real life story" Elliot says.
"What do you mean" I say not realizing what he was meaning.
"I mean us. Even if you don't remember it. I was in love with you but I couldn't say anything because I was married. I devorced her. My kids all want to see you again. That day that I had the papers signed I turned on the Tv...... it said that Lewis had you and they were still searching. I didnt know until 2 months ago. I left everything to come and find you. My kids told me to bring you home safe. Liv, if he would of rape you or touched you in an inappropriate way I would've killed him. You are the person that I want.. No need to spend the rest of my life with. Lillian is the best child I've ever seen. If I would've known about her, I would have done anything to protect her. I love you with every fiber in my body. I understand if you don't like me" he said as tears rolling down his cheeks. I wiped away his tears with my right thumb as my hand cupped his cheek.
"I don't care if I remember or not. I love you. I could feel this pull to you since we were in the hospital. When I'm with anyone else I don't feel it,  but with you. There's this sensation that completely consumes me when I'm around you. I feel safe and secure. I also feel a bunch of sexual tension. I trust you and I only remember a couple of things. And I think my mind is letting me know that your my everything. I know i may have only remember meeting you a couple days ago but I feel like I've known you for a life time. You are my love. I fell head over heels for you the first time I remember meeting you and that was couple days ago" I said as tears roll down my face as well. He cupped my face and brought my lips up to his and collided his lips with mine.  I felt this spark. I deepened the kiss by running my tounge across his lips, asking for access, which he quickly granted. I involuntarily moaned into the kiss. I wrapped my legs around his waist and he carried me to what looked to his bedroom. We would gone for the couch but Lillian is sleeping so the couch is not an option.
"Wait, are you sure liv. I mean after everything you've been through" he said.
"I was just about to say stop actually" I said a little guilty.
I start to cry because I know nothing is going to happen but it still scares me.
"Hey don't feel bad. Everything will happen in its own time" he said reasurenly as he rubbed my back.
He laid me down and went to leave.
"Please don't leave" I said trying to not sound scared. My voiced sounded like I was terrified to be left alone 'which I am'
"Okay, okay. I'm right her liv. Do you want me to lay down with you." He said in more of a statement then a question tone. I nodded.
He layed next to me and I suddenly felt safe. Not to mention sleepy. This bed is so comfortable. My eyes keep getting heavier and heavier as I lay there held by the love of my life.

Good night.