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F O U R

J I M I N

" Bye hyungs! I'm going out to get the groceries!" I heard Jungkook shout from the living room, followed by a door soon slamming.

" Bye..."

"So... Jimin right?" A voice from behind my said, I flinched. " Sorry didn't mean to scare ya there."

" Huh? Yea my names Jimin..."

" Why do you seem so off? Like are you nervous or uncomfortable or anything?" Yoongi asks, that was the same thing Jungkook asked me... Was I really that obvious?

" No, I'm just a bit shy I guess."

" I know you're lying." He leaned in closer.

" W-wha...?"

" You don't have to lie to me Park Jimin. You could tell me anything."

" I-I uh... Fine..." I sigh. " Promise you won't tell anyone though?"

" Promise. As long as it doesn't kill me or the others. I'm fine." He shrugs.

" I'm a spirit..."

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I told him the whole story of how I became a spirit and what the heck happened, and why I'm here. He wasn't scared or anything, luckily he understood.

" Then how come we could see you?"

" To be honest hyung... I really don't know either." I replied.

" Okay, then-"

" I'M BACK GUYS!!!!" Jungkook comes on in yelling interrupting what Yoongi was about to say.

" God damn, fucking fetus..." Yoongi mumbled under his breath. " Put away than! I don't wanna see a counter filled with food and so god damn messy!"

" Fine don't help me!" Jungkook yelled back.

" Aish this kid..." Yoongi sighs. " Anyways, do you know that Jungkook likes you? If not then you must be retarded I mean it's so obvious-"

" I know..."

" Which is weird because he hasn't liked anyone since like 2nd grade. It's gonna hurt him a lot knowing that you're a spirit and can't be with him."

" I know... sometimes I wish that you guys couldn't see me, everything would've been better. Jungkook wouldn't end up liking me.  And I wouldn't have to explain this crazy mess to everyone..."

" You know you have to tell them sooner or later. You know that right?" Yoongi tells me.

" Yeah..."

" Whatchu guys talking bout?" Jungkook jumps onto the sofa with us, more specifically jumps onto Yoongi. Yoongi simply pushes him off.

" We were talking about your small dick." Yoongi scoffs.

" Awe hyung don't be like that." Jungkook pouts.

" I don't give a shit."

" Anyways, I'll be taking a shower if any of you are wondering where I am." I tell them, Yoongi gives me a confused look like, I thought spirits don't have to shower. And Jungkook... He was still pouting.

 I head into my bathroom, turn the water on and just sit down in there on the tub. The shower didn't affect me at all. It was sad, really. I wanted to have the warm water run down my face and body, I wanted to feel something. Too bad I won't ever be able to. I'm trapped in this hell hole.

Someone, please set me free...