Feelings

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...Sorry about the super late update, I had no time...

Cross put me down in one of the chairs. I could see PJ wave at someone. He seemed to have caught me staring, he nodded his head to my left. I looked over and saw two skeletons. One had a blot of ink on their cheekbone. The other was really glitched out, the sight was both cool and terrifying! 

A cough was heard causing me to turn to the source, due to habit I tensed, shaking. As soon as I saw Dream it ceased but, Mom noticed. "Sorry for scaring you, sweetie. Now, no offence but, what are you doing here (Y/N)?" They said with worry coating their voice. "I'm fi-" I tried to say but PJ interrupted me with these words, "No, (Y/N) had a breakdown thanks to Bunny." His words sounded so harsh but, not at me. 

"PaperJam." A voice called in a commanding tone. "Yes ma'am?" He quickly replied with huge eye sockets and a fearful tone. "0-Oh cOmE oN, I-Ink." A glitchy voice soothed to Ink. "Oh fine, Error. PJ, you better be mindful of your manners or your grounded." Ink sighed.

A cough caught my attention again, I turned back to Dream instantly. "So, (Y/N) sweetie, if Bunny Girl does anything again tell me or some other teacher, okay?" Mom said with the big eyes I couldn't say no to. "Okay Mom."

After that conversation and all the flashbacks (and some eavesdropping) I had an appetite, I started to eat in the silence of all the teachers until PJ spoke up.

"This is why I don't eat in here..." Are the words he said that made me almost choke on my burger. He seemed to have noticed me choking so he started to pat my back and ask if I was okay in a soft tone only Dream or Cross use when talking to me. Dream noticed too and started worrying their non-existent butt off about me. "What do you mean?" I asked PJ trying to block out everything else while putting my burger back into the tray. He eyed me for a second curiously before answering with, "No one talks, no activity, no emotion, just silence. It's suffocating."

"Oh." Is all I could muster. 'Who knew silence could be suffocating, it's calming to me. It means no fighting...' 

"Do you like silence?" PJ asked snapping me out of my thoughts. "Well, kinda..." I replied like an idiot full of uncertainty. "Really, why?" He said with a smirk. "Well, it's calming it... it just is for reasons I'd rather not speak of now." I said with a grimacing face I could feel, forcing my tears to stop for the memories of my past flooded in. My hand gripped tightly on my skirt. I felt a hand grip onto mine, once more the memories blurred away. I looked up to see PJ's face so close I could kiss him if I wanted, I could feel my face flush. "(Y/N), you don't have to say anymore if you don't want to. I can deal with silence. Now, you have to eat. We can't have you starving, now can we?" He said with a smile that made me want to hug and kiss him. 'Oh shoot, this feeling, dang it! I have a crush on him....'

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