im updating literally after i just posted the appreciation chapter but o k. anyways, i wanted to just spit out a quick poem/writing piece real quick because I'm bored and love writing this type of stuff.
you. your smiles just makes me want to give you two the sun, and call you dunshine and buttercup, if at that.
your hair colors, rainbow as can be, just like your personality.
i feel like i know so much about you two, yet,
i haven't been involved with this stuff long, for i've never even met you two.
but it feels so amazing.
the pictures i see of you two together
just the thought of you playing the drums and singing into the microphone,
or maybe laughing at a joke,
it makes me happy.
i am sometimes estatic over the thought of you two.
but then there's the nighttime.
it's funny how the time of day changes your mindset and thoughts almost completely.
suicidal thoughts,
scars,
more scars,
depressed people,
depressed friends.
but.
you realize you saved me right?
you realize how many lives you and tyler have saved?
god i wish your face was in front of me
i'd weep and cry happy tears because you two showed me the way.
the way that is better than taking the pills and not ever waking up again,
the way that's much better than just ending it all.
you guys gave me reason to stay,
and no reason to go.
i wish you could actually see this, it would make my day.
please stay alive...
its worth it. i promise.
|-/
-riv.
YOU ARE READING
river's book of everything
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