river's book of everything

I'm crying (was)

okay so today i graduated middle school. these three years have definitely been the worst three years of my life, give or take. here's my recap:

1. September:
•First boyfriend!1!1!1!1!1!1!1! Turned out to go to shit but it was fun while it lasted🙃
2. October:
•First rumors about me!1!1!
•Depression is a bitch 💁
• Gained a new friend. My best friend actually.
• Violet and I hung out for the first time on Halloween. It was,, rebellious. also hilarious.
3. November:
• Gained another friend near the end of the Month, stuff happened though and we were separated. It was actually a pretty decent friendship🤧. Rumors were believed and we ALL know where that leads to. (no shade, it's in the past :))) )
• Field trip forms for DC ahhh ;))
• Violet and I begun to hang out a whole lot more. I think it turned to like every other week or every other two weeks 😂
4. December:
•WASHINGTON D.C FIELD TRIP AHSHSHSH!1!1!!2 It was terrible, I was miserable but I got to go to Cade's house for like three days or so.
•While at Cade's, drama brewed🐸🍵 It's in the past lol
• Met someone, But let's go to January for that, shall we?
5. January:
•Life was rough dude.
•It was also okay, there was a "someone" there. 🤦‍♀️ I regretted it later on.
•My birthday! Yay! Ha, you think it was great right? nah, I was still stuck in that hole called depression🌠™ •I did something on Jan. 9th. The Day after. I wish I didn't but I'm glad i survived...
• JANUARY 30TH 2018: dumped after realizing some things🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️
6. February:
•I don't remember much but I do know that Vi had a very noice february i was just t h e r e on the sidelines ready to slice his throat🙃🙃
•i stopped cutting.💞
7. March
• One Month clean!
•Made a friend, lost them a few days later because of lack of communication.
•Discovered the beautiful and Amazing, Wattpad🤣😘
•Read the forest fic. Ruined my life😩
8. April:
•Became a little too obsessed with my bandom trash, it just got worse each day
•2 Months Clean. shshshsh. I was fricking excited.
•BreNDON URIE'S BIRTHDAY I'M SHAKING
9. May:
•I DON'T EVEN KNOW
•I DON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING
•AHHHHHG
10. June: •June isn't over yet •Graduation:
•• Cried a lot™
•••Missing people™
There's your recap, i don't like much of it because I'm not proud of Eighth grade. . .