My silent Baby✔️

Loveless

Today is the day where jimin's birthday is happen, jungkook was wake up early on the morning causes wanna bake a cake as suprises for jimin.So he slowly moving from bed causes don't wanna wake the sleeping jimin and go to kitchen.

Then jungkook started collect and gather the ingredient on the table excitedly.After all was being prepared,jungkook start mix all the ingredient and stir it together then ready to bake it in oven.

Meanwhile jimin who still on bed was awake and smelling something sweet through his nostrill"these smell.."mumble jimin sleeply.So he was sitting on the bed for a while and jumped off from bed and go to toilet to brush his teeth and washing his sleepy face.

After 45 minute later,jungkook was pulling out the cake from oven and start covering it with cream.Suddenly jimin was appear beside him.Both of them look to each other.Then jungkook laddle the cream with his finger and placing it on jimin's lips.

Earlier jimin just stare at jungkook blankly,but when jungkook start pushing his finger into his lips.Then jimin wrapped jungkook's hand and lick it"waa..its delicious.."telled jimin causes he can tell by looking at  jungkook's face he wanna jimin to react into it.

Suddenly when jungkook focusing on decorate jimin's cake,jimin was staring at jungkook before,but now he laddle the cream with his finger on the bowl  and go towards jungkook and one of his hand was wrapping jungkook's waist while asked jungkook to lick it in "lick it.."say jimin but his tone a different from usual.

Then jungkook looking into it with confusing look,he also looking into jimin's face but after jungkook see jimin's face, he was swallowen up his saliva and turned his face to other side,but jimin keep teasing his lips by moving his finger right and left repeatly  on jungkook's lips.

Meanwhile jungkook cheecks already turning redness by that,jimin's was asking him for lick it once again"just lick it..."while pulling jungkook even more closer to him.So slowly jungkook grabbing jimin's hand and licking it.

After that,jimin staring hardly into the way jungkook lick his finger and he literally staring into jungkook's pinkish lips while jungkook still licking that cream on his finger.Then after finishing licked jimin's finger, jungkook about to pulling himself backwards but jimin was wrapping his hand on jungkook's neck.

When jimin about to lean his lips inches with jungkook's lips but actually he already peck jungkook's lips,suddenly their doorbell ringing.So jungkook intend to push jimin but jimin was pulling jungkook into a stored room causes it the nearest with their kitchen."locked the door.."telled jimin and go for his door.

Then his house was hearing like at market  when he open the door."happy birthday dude!!"yelled kai.Surely the other 2 was coming too."I know you here.."say taemin.Meanwhile sungwoon still taking off his shoes at door.

Suddenly sungwoon was yelling when his eyes fit on the cake on the table at kitchen"waaa cakee guys!!".So all of them go into it ,cut it and eat them."since when you celebrated you birthday by baking a cake by yourself Park Jimin.!"yelled Kai teasingly.But jimin just scratch his neck lazyly."wow the taste so good"praise taemin amazed with the cake's taste.

After they finished eat that cake,2 of them was walking towards the living room to have a seat,but Kai trying to go the other side,so jimin wrapped his arm around kai's neck and dragged him into living room"ahh you say wanna celebrate my birthday right!!"yelled jimin to Kai.

Earlier 4 of them just focus on tv,but Kai was break the silent by asking to having fun outside"guys!come on let's celebrate these man birthday out there..".Then taemin also talked about it"yeah he right!why so boring celebrate here and just watching tv and eating cake..".But jimin really not in the mood to do all of that things"I don't have mood on that"telled jimin in serious tones.

Meanwhile jungkook on the stored just hear of them and his mood down.So he just bowing and hugged his kneel sadly."its was late guys..go back home now"telled jimin to them.But there was dragged jimin along with them.So jimin can't release himself cause 3 of them was hold him.

Then slowly jungkook stand up and get out from the stored while all his shirt was wet by his sweat causes the stored really packed with things and it make jungkook can't make too many movement.

Slowly his tears also falling wet his cheecks causes when he looked into living room direction,jimin wasn't there anymore.So he stepped weakly into their room and cleaning himself.

Whenever jungkook on the bathroom,he still crying when thinking of he don't  afford to celebrated jimin's birthday like he friend did to him just now and he still remain that jimin's friend just say"it's not fun just celebrate the birthday with cake..".

jungkook p.o.v

If it a sin to the person like me to live in these world,than I rather to die than life in these live like these.I don't know how can I be  able to make jimin's happy anymore.It's hurt me so much when people closer with him can talked happyly with him.

Meanwhile I'm here just can see that.It's not that I hate it but it hurt me the most.Even I was said before,if just looking into jimin's happiness I will be okay..I will be happy too but...I'm just realized it all the beautiful liar I was lie to myself.

I don't know how long I will be able to live in these way.What if I just go and don't ever comeback?Even jimin still hiding our married,I wonder why he still not telling them?Are you a fool or what Jeon Jungkook?Obviously he will be shame have the wife mute like you...

Why I always doubt about him and talking bad about him?Arent's I supposed to be grateful causes there still have a person willingly to accept me in their life.But now I don't have strength anymore .Why I was given birth?I..don't want to life anymore..I was lost my confidence to keep defense my own weak heart.

jimin p.o.v

What they think by dragged me to have fun out here.They think I will able to be happy when the one I love the most at home was alone.He was fighting with himself everyday to still life with his condition like that.I wanna back right now!

It feel like hell when I forced myself to keep he secret in my life.Yeah why I still won't be able to tell everyone about him?He might think about these...jungkook not that fool to keep silent about these.I sure he also doubting  about our secret marriage.

He might think about these.I have telled everyone about him and me,about our marriage.But when Park Jimin?Do you want wait until you was losing him?then you just want to telled everyone that time?It useless..

I really wanna telled the worlds that I having him was make me the happiness and lucky person,he is my happiness,my life,my reason to stay live,my love,my friend ..my everything..Yeah I must telled and shouted to the worlds.