Beau Brooks fanfic

20?

I was finally allowed to leave an let me tell you Im happy!

The walk home felt like forever but thankfully jake gave me a map, I'm not far from home but I am killing for a shower and food! I feel beyond sorry for the less fortunate who don't get to shower or eat often it's only been a couple of days an I feel disgusting an sick!

I miss Liam a lot an can't wait to get home!

I knocked on the door an thankfully uncle dave answered 'hello stranger' he laughed 'sorry I haven't been home! stayed at a mates! we need to catch up after I clean myself up' I smiled trying to act normal when I'm far from it lately 'we indeed do, Len an that boy is in your room come down when your cleaned up' he smiled I nodded an began to feel sick when he mentioned Len an the boy most likely beau, I kept my hand in my pockets due to the rope marks that will take a while to go away. I walked towards my room feeling sicker each step, why would you bring my ex to my house. where's liam. wheres mum. so much is going through my mind yet the past few days just replaying. my life was put in danger due to beau yet his probably fucking my cousin.

Boys...

There not all the same but the ones I date become total dickheads! then again maybe it's me. that's what Len says.

I opened my door to see them sitting on my bed watching Tv neither spoke yet they both looked at me intensely 'Liam's out looking for you' Len spoke as I was about to enter my walk in wardrobe 'where were you Mel' beau asked 'at a mates' I shrugged jake took over my thoughts even more, they knew so much about me how, have I been getting stalked since i dated beau. maybe beaus better without me, no maybe. he is. I guess he done the right thing choosing Helena. I mean it's not the first time my boyfriends chose her. 'how did you know my ex then' beau asked as I exited the wardrobe 'Why does it matter beau? an can you 2 get of my bed' I said exiting the room I had a shower an cleaned myself up then went an talked to my aunt an uncle making up a whole lot of lies. Liam called an he said his on his way home I can't wait to see him! beau an helena well there in my room uncle dave asked me what's going on there an I just said were all friends to stop trouble.

I was exiting the kitchen when Liam walked in he came running over tired looking 'where the hell have you been' he yelled I shook my head as tears fell 'I'm sorry!' I said 'I went to pick you up from the party an you were gone' he said 'I got into a rough situation an wasn't in the best state! li I thought I would never see you again' I cried 'I thought I lost you' he spoke tears falling id hate to loose Liam yeah his younger then me, but he acts a lot older than he is! I shouldn't of even asked him to come meet me or open the door! I shouldn't out my younger brother in that situation. why an I such a screw up!

'I'm sorry about belena' he spoke 'it's ok I'm staying single tho' I laughed 'beau said you called about his ex can you fill in the gaps' he spoke 'I can't tell you where I went! or what happened li, just people wanted answered an I was an easy target! there gone now tho an I'm home. maybe I'm home a different person for the time being but everything happens for a reason' I smile hugging him 'you should get some rest kids' uncle dave spoke we all said goodnight an I went to my room Len an beau are in her bed it kills seeing him with her, it tears my heart apart. while I'm here heart broken an getting hurt because of him his cuddling and hooking up with my cousin.

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Does this even make sense?

Sorry it's so bad!

And for not updating I've had so much shit going on!

My friend became a backstabbing bitch an shit spread around school! then my brother got depressed an my pig had baby's an more family drama an school drama but it's holidays! an I have 0 friends now so I have time to update. you'd think it would be better since I

have time but it's still bad):

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It's amazing! 😍 but good charlotte!

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