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It's been a week an Helena has 100% over stayed her welcome!

The only bonus from all this is I have become even closer with my brother since it's always us 2 chilling outside or going inside at insane hours of the night to eat then sleeping in either the car or cubby house

Liam's been getting in heaps or trouble due to dave making stuff up so we've just been avoiding home.
Helena I swear she's just dating beau to make me jealous, but really I'm over it! not really. anyhow I fell into depression an cut my wrists a few times but then avoiding home with Liam's helped since were not involved in the petty teenage drama stuff. Luke he tried texting me a few times along with the other boys but I didn't reply since drama, I want my life to return to normal no boys, no drama, mum working mostly just me an Liam in our rooms. dinner at 5 school normal lives but by the way Aunty an uncle are talking it sounds like there staying another week the upside to all this is not only hanging with liam it's made me realise the small things in life.
Spending time with Liam has made me realise family are extremely important an if you don't have many or don't socialise with many you should enjoy the time with the family you have.

Friends there important too but not as important, I have friends maybe I don't know them personally but online friends are great! even though I don't socialise with any of the boys any more there fans still talk to me, Helena went out of her way to rub there relationship in she went to the extent of posting basically nudes of the 2 of them! seriously half her breasts were showing an all beaus back side, it was eventually deleted but too late since fans saved it, beau tweeted saying people who unfollow him aren't true fans since his followers went down roughly 300 since dating len, but reality would you like to see nudes of your idol with another girl? I mean sometimes it bad enough seeing them with a hot fan! you look at them then point out all your flaws.

That's all that's really happened in the past few days. Also I'm almost 19

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Just a filler really!!
Sorry I haven't update I have no excuse except lazy an forgot! sorry this isn't any good but I needed to catch myself up!
I'm stuck on the next chapter on where to go I have so many ideas but can't word it all!
I'll update either tonight or this week promise!

ALSO IF YOUR STILL READING YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!

And this is a fanfic I'm positive the boys aren't like this!<3

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