Soundwave Superior (S/MB)

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When I first started this, I had over 500 views on every chapter... Over time people just stopped caring... 500 soon became 400... 400 soon became 200... 200 soon became 50... 50 soon became 15... And now, 15 has become 2...

My point is, no one cares anymore.. So, why stay? Out of almost 100 chapters only a quarter of them have actually been read... That's 25 chapters...

And it doesn't help that I no longer have friends or... A sparkmate... I had one but I messed up our relationship... Our agreement... And yeah, it hurts me everyday to see what he goes through and feel like I can do something to help but deep down, I know I can't... All because of that one little mistake I made... It hurts... So much to the point where I don't even want to get up in the morning... Not see another day... Or another sunrise and sunset... Nothing... And it makes it worse when I know I can't get rid of the pain either... Every time I try it just hurts more...

I don't even know why I tell you guys this because no one cares... Not about my problems, my life, or just me in general...