Colby's POV.
A/n: I know the song is random but it's a really good song from one of my favorite movies ❤. Please listen to song while reading.
I just sit their putting a fake smile on my face seeing him with her.
Even though it kills me every time they touch.
And what makes it worse is that she's prefect for him and not me.
I love him but its kills me every time I think he loves me too but he doesn't he loves her and not me he will never love me.
I think to myself while I pull out my blade holding it down to my wrist pushing it down in my skin harshly. Slideing it across my wrist.
One. For loving him.
Two. Because he will never love me back.
Three. For falling in love.
Four. For being born.
Five for being a faggot
Six. For her.
Seven. For being a worthless piece of shit.
And lastly one For him.
After the last cut I drop the blade on the floor and I put my head to my knees crying.
"I love you Samuel John Golbach." I say.
I pick up the knife and put it against my neck ready to end my life. Until.
"Hey Colby. You here? " The love of my life says.
But I ignored him.
And I gently place the knife on my neck ready to end my life.
But I hear knocking on the bathroom door.
"Yo Colby. You in their?" Sam says.
"Just go away I'm fine" I yell at him.
" No your not Colby. I'm not leaveing until I know your ok" Sam yell back to me.
"Now open the dam door now! " Sam demands me.
"No" I say back simply.
"No open the door now because I won't hesitate to kick the fucking door down" Sam yells to me.
Great now he hates you. You mess up.
My minds says to me.
I sob lightly slideing the knife a little.
Hearing Sam's pleading for me to open the door and banging on the door trying desspeartly to break down the door.
While I slide the knife a little more. But. I hear the door break down with Sam running towards me sobbing his eyes out.
He doesn't love you he just feels bad for you.
My mind says to me making me slide the knife a little more. But. Sam hugs me tightly putting his head in my neck to provent me from cutting anymore.
"C-colby w-why?" Sam says his voice cracking.
I just lay their it defeat dropping the knife knowing I made the love of my life cry.
Sam looks at my neck and takes a towel and wraps it around my neck.
Then his beautiful ocean blue eyes look in my dark gray ones.
"Colby why? " Sam says looking at me tearing up.
And I look at him and start to tear up.
And he lifts up my chin to look in his eyes.
"Why Colby? " Sam asked a little more sternly.
I looked at him sobbing.
"Because Sam I love you but I know you will never love me back because you are in love with Katrina. So why live life suffering every dam day of your life knowing that the love of your life is with someone else. It's kills me Sam it kills me every time I see you guys so happy knowing I would never make you that happy our you saying you love me back. It fucking kills me Sam seeing you with her. " I say sobbing and looking down at the bloody floor.
And he just stays their silent looking at me.
And I start to tear up.
I knew it he would never like a fag like y-"
My thoughts got intrupted by a soft pair of lips on mine. Sam's soft warm lips that anyone could just die for.
But soon after he breaks away looking in my eyes.
"God damit Colby I fucking love you!"
Sam says loudly.
Smashing our lips thogther to another warm kiss.
But I break away this time.
"But what about Kat?" I asked tearing up again.
Sam looked at me.
"I don't love her I have always loved you but I was to scared to tell you thinking you would leave me so I got with Kat as a cover up... And I broke up with her today because I knew I loved you" Sam said looking into my eyes giving me a small smile.
I looked back in Sam's beautiful blues again and smile.
I grab his head and kiss him passionately and he kisses me back with love.
And it goes on for a good five minutes until we both break apart out of breath trying to catch some air.
Then we both look into each other's eyes.
"God I love you so fucking much!" I say.
"I love you too so very much" Sam says while kissing me.
And I knew this was the best moment of my life because the love of my life loves me back. And I'm so happy that Sam's mine and I'm his forever.
The End.
Hope you like this chapther. I thought its was a cute one. Please tell me what you think in the comments.!!
Emma Xxx
