Broken

{ Chapter 3 }

After another conversation with Zayn and a few other people I feel tired. I say goodbye to everyone and text Will.

A few minutes later he messages me. -I'm here-

I head out and sit shotgun.

"So, how was it?" He asks immediately.

"Good, I met some people. Zayn, Darcy, Rebecca. They're in my school."

"That's nice, so when does school start?"

"In two weeks actually, I really need to get everything in order. I have to go backtoschoolshopping." I sigh.

Will smiles at me. "Don't worry, you'll be great there. I know you'll be a good fit."

"Thanks Will."

When we arrive at home I get out of the car and walk to my room.

Will goes to his house next doors. His house is small but cozy. His wife is very nice and their expecting a baby so my dad raised his salary. I have known Will since my parents divorced. He helped my dad and now my dad helps him.

I go to my bathroom and choose to take a bath. It's two in the morning but I need to relax.

I start the water and add all the bath goodies I can find including a fizzling bath bomb which fills the air with vanilla.

I go to the closet and undress until I'm in my underwear. I open the bathroom door and close it quick to savour the smell.

I look at myself in the mirror. I like my body.Not the shape since it's straight with absolutely no shape but at least I have decent breasts and I'm toned from running. I like how I feel some kind off calm aura radiating off of me, it seems to calm people around me. I have no clue what it is.

I take off my bra and underwear and put them on the floor.

I ascent in the big bath and put on the jets. I feel water massaging my body everywhere. I sigh.

I take my copy of the fault in our stars which I chose to reread. I open and start.

A few chapters and I feel tears in my eyes. I put my head underwater to prevent myself from crying. I don't want to be alone and cry. My mom told me not to be sad about her dying but I don't seem to get it.

I take a breath and dive underwater again. When I'm above water again I push my hair back.

I hear the pling of my phone and see that as a sign to dry myself. I get up and let the water run down the drain.

I dry myself and walk back to my room, bringing the bra and panties. I throw them in the fancy I throw them in the fancy hamperesque bin and put on a nightgown and some new undergarments.

I walk to my bed and look on my phone.

Zayn. -I had a nice time tonight.-

I smile and respond.- I'm happy I made some friends, I began feeling lonely here.-

I put my phone down and start getting rid of some pillows, pushing them to the other side of the bed.

Pling. -Don't be, I'll be here for you if you need me.-

-Thanks, I appreciate that. -

-Anytime, darling -

Darling? What? I tell him goodnight and lie down.

The next morning I sleep till the maid wakes me up because "sleepink too much not healthy forr body." Damn it.

Today I have a date with Harry. A date? I don't know what it is actually. I want to text him but that would just seem desperate so I just put my phone down to charge.