❤︎Taekook Oneshots❤︎

I'm sorry...

Taehyung, <3

I love you from the bottom of my heart and I'm sorry...

I am sorry. I never wanted to hurt you. NEVER. Although I knew this would break you, I'm still doing it... And that's the only thing I will regret, hurting you. But I'll always be with you, right? Don't ever forget me, and I'll be your guardian angel like you have been mine... I... I just, I don't know how to explain this grief in my chest... But I have to do this. It hurts too much to be alive, I'm sorry. I love you so much and never think that I don't, but you can't be the only thing I live for.

I have to say goodbye to you... Maybe If I'd stay alive I'll find more things to live for, but right now, there is no convincing me not to do this. I have already made up my mind. And I can't do this anymore, I can't live every day feeling like I'm already dead.

No one accepts us. No one in Korea, not even my fucking family accepts me. They have disowned me, and you know how hard that was for me to lose my whole family for being me. It should've made me happy, getting the negativity out of my life and being happy with the man I love... However, I loved my family, I loved them so much. And I lost them.

Again, I love you, Kim Taehyung. I fucking love you so much. And I'm sorry for leaving you alone.

~Jeon Jungkook

Taehyung's shaky hands held the paper that Jungkook wrote, the tears staining the paper. His breath hitched as he sobbed into his hands. How could he do this? How could he be so selfish and leave me...? Taehyung thought. Taehyung fell to the floor and clutched his stomach, trying to calm down the tears that were streaming out of his eyes. If he wanted a family so bad, he could've just asked Taehyung and they could start their own family. But apparently, Jungkook didn't think of that. Or else he would be here right now-

"T-Taehyung?"

Taehyung opened his eyes, trying to focus on the body that called his name. Taehyung's vision unblurred and he saw Jungkook, standing there, visible tears in his eyes. "W-w-what?" Taehyung choked out.

"I'm sorry!" Jungkook ran to Taehyung, hugging him as tight as he could. "I couldn't do it... I couldn't be away from you. We can start our own family... I don't care about them. They are not my family anymore. You are my family, Kim Taehyung. And we can create beautiful babies together." Jungkook rambled, comforting Taehyung who was trembling.

"I thought I lost you." Taehyung wailed in Jungkook's neck. "I thought you left me."

"I know... I am so sorry..." Jungkook sobbed along. "I'm so sorry..."

"Just-just promise me you'll never put me through that again... Promise me you won't ever want to leave me again." Taehyung's voice cracked.

"Taehyung I-"

"Promise me!" Taehyung demanded, lifting his head up to look Jungkook in the eyes. "Promise me..." He whispered.

"I promise, Kim Taehyung.

"We will start our own family and we will make our lives as great as possible, okay?"

"Okay."

Taehyung pulled Jungkook into a long kiss, filled with different emotions. Jungkook caressed Taehyung's cheeks as he pulled away. "I love you so much..."

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I'm so emo, guys. HeLP.

xxx~