Life is Crazy (Real Story)

Chapter 2 Why did you have to say YES!

When they were together for a long time I tried to stay away but I couldn't because I loved her so much. Everything about her fit me we were on the phone so much till we didn't even want to get off the phone with each other.  I knew when we were always on the phone she was always suspicious that I liked her but I was so uncomforable talking to her about that. I used to be like "IIIIIII KINDAAAA LIKEE YOU SHAYY" she always thought I was playing games with her I just ignore what she said. I'd always tried to go with my move but she'd never let me go with my move because she was still unsure what her sexually would be. I didn't try to rush her because I felt if I was to should never talk to me. She'd always brag about Ray this her "OMG I love Ray so much he's like my soulmate". As I listen to her I just pull the phone back from my hear because she constantly talks about him and that makes me more jealous and when she talk about Ray I wish sometimes that I had that title I was her lover. I always felt I would treat her he same as Ray treated her but just a little different . I was a girl and she had a boy and I mean girls are way different from boys I think I had a mind of a boy. She never knew how I really cared for her and had feelings for her I wanted her so so so bad . Sometimes I had that feeling I just want to go to Ray house and just kill him because she was my bestfriend my everything and I felt he took that away from me . Since they've been growing together she still talks about him and I thinks she does that just to get on my nerves because she know I like her but I never told her I loved her . Just her personally was so sweet and was jus all me. I used to get in my feelings when were talking and I used to say Shay you know I like you you she always said "D stop playing with me" . I used to laugh because it was so funny because I really wanted her and she didn't let have her for nothing. One day I introduce her to  my mom and my mom started talking to her how bad I was in school and my mom was like you need to tell your buddy to do better and I was like Shay don't listen to her but Shay and my mom always talked about me like I was the topic.  I was in middle school than and I WAS A BAD ASS CHILD. I love to fight if somebody messed with me and I always was the first one to get  suspended I hated sitting in the discipline center. I was just a wild little girl till they had to put me on medication. Shay was always the type of person to sit on the phone for hours and talk to you about what you did wrong. I used to hate that because I felt she was taking my mother's side and acting like that but I apperciated what all she told me. I really didn't want her to be my preacher I actually wanted her to be the girlfriend type girl. She always made promises to me like if I was to act bad in school she would say she would never talk to me again and I didn't won't that so I got my act together. I like Shay so much till we just be saying all type of things to each other. When she would go through something I would be thee for her and when I go through something she would always be there for me and I loved that about her . When I be alone all I think about was Shay so many thoughts would pop up in my mind like how would we look in a relationship.

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