Mi Sureña

Loving Again

*Rain pouring/thundering*

Just another typical day looking out the window, wrapping my shoulder again.

*(T.V. News) We bring you this very important news from El Paso, Texas informing everyone that there was a body found on the street outside El Paso's newly opened bar. We were also informed that there will be no charges because the delinquent was found to be Leopoldo Robles a prison fugitive Wanted for 3 years*

I was finally relieved I got rid of that son of a b****. It's been almost a week since I had killed that f***er and I was ready to continue with my life and stop getting into trouble. I dream about Valentina every night now I cry myself to sleep once in a while I wish god would send her back to me but it's useless asking for something impossible.

*Phone ringing* (Angel)

"Ey what's up AJ?!" hearing Angel since about over a year ago.

"Nothin' much man just here in El Paso, Lil E moved in with me and Carlos is living here in the city with his fiancé" I said.

"Nice can't wait to see ya guys, and I'm going over for the weekend man!"

"Nice man dats wassup I'll see ya here"

"Aight man take care I'll see ya Saturday" Angel hung up.

6:30 p.m

"No matter how much time passes by I love you like crazy Valentina why can't you come back to me?"

I spent the rest of the day watching tv and thinking about her I've been depressed like crazy I can't accept the fact that she's gone...I don't think I ever will.

Thursday 2 p.m.

*Phone ringing*

"How's it goin AJ?!" Lil E said.

"Nothin much man just chillin' here as always" I tried not to sound too depressed.

"Wanna hit the mall? I'm free today" he suggested.

I thought about it for a minute, I was too depressed to go out but I knew I needed to get my mind off of so many problems.

"Yes! We're here now" Lil E got out the car.

"Let's go to Gamers X first then walk to the center fountain"

We looked around Gamers X for a while and didn't find anything. When we were on our way out I wasn't watchin' where I was going and...

"Hey!" This blonde girl leans down to pick up her purse.

"I'm sorry" I said sounding jerkish.

She looked right at me with her big blue eyes. I felt something in me when she first looked at me but it was just physical attraction most likely.

"It's ok" she smiled.

"Talk with her man ask for her number" Lil E suggested in the most noticeable way I saw her smile in agreement.

I frowned at Lil E in complete disagreement

"Valentina is irreplaceable to me understand that" I whispered to him.

"And yes I know that man she will never be replaced but it doesn't mean you have to depress yourself your whole life just move on here's your chance" he whispered back.

"Umm well I gotta go.." She put her phone in her purse.

"No..wait please" I hope I wouldn't regret this decision later on.

"I know I don't know you at all but would you like to go out sometimes so we can get to know each other better?" I handed her my number.

"Yea sounds cool, but first of all what's your name?"