If They Knew

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Lisa's POV

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It was another night that Pac was comin home late from his business. I knew what he was into, but I wasn't fully behind it.

Me: Pac, don't you get tired of selling drugs? I mean, you got so much going for ya.

Pac: It's just my way to get money. Plus, the thug life is just how I live.

Me: Yeah, but the thug life is how so many people die too. I don't know what we are but I want the best for you.

Pac: Lisa I'll be fine. You dont have to worry about me.

Me: Ok then...

I started tapping my pencil on my journal while I was thinking. I been thinkin bout going back to be with Tee and Ro again. I could honestly say I was over the situation that happened with Tee and Crystal, but I wasn't gonna forget. I kinda missed Tee too.. me and Pac weren't really a thing and I missed the affection that Tee always showed me.

Me: I think I'm ready.

Pac: For what?

Me: To go back.

Pac: You sure?

I nodded.

Pac: Well do yo thang.

Me: Alright. Thanks for everything.

Pac: No prob.

I gathered the few things I brought with me.

Me: We gonna hang out soon aight?

Pac: Aight.

I gave him a hug and went on my way back.

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Tionne's POV

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I was sitting in the front watching tv when the door opened. I figured it was Ro, but then I thought about how she said she'd be staying with Usher for a lil so I turned around to see who it was. Man I was so happy to see it was Lisa, but I wasn't sure how to feel about the fact that she was there. I don't know. After the whole Mack 10 situation, my emotions been all jacked up, then on top of that, I started taking my meds again.

Me:Hey...

Lisa: Hey..

Then I looked at her for a lil, but I turned back to the tv.

Lisa: I can't pretend like I didn't miss you.

She said, walking up to me with her arms raised, I guess to hug me, but I flinched away. She started looking at me weird.

Lisa: What's up with you?

I shook my head. I don't think I was ready to talk about what happened. Ro didn't even get me to tell her, but I just didn't wan't to relive that moment. I'm just not the type of person who likes talking about my problems..

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