Situations.

This Hard?

(Bethany's P.O.V.)

I was at the hospital. My life just turned around. Everything has changed. Tears filled my eyes. There was my non-breathing mother in a hospital bed. I held her cold hand. She was so lifeless. I stood there wanting to never leave her. My mom was dead. Yesterday, she was cooking and collapsed on the floor. I heard a loud noise from upstairs and i saw her body on the floor. That was the notification that the week had ended. So did her life.

I was driving home... alone. Still tears dripping down my face. At the hardest point in my life, i had nobody. Kian probably completely forgot about me and my mother.

I got home and everything was so quiet. I went upstairs and sat on my bed. Why did she have to leave me? My dad would not want me... no one would!

"Why?" I say breaking down. I started crying hard and i got up and threw everything on the counter. I threw everything i found with all of my anger and i then dropped onto my knees. At that moment... I hated life. My mom, my everything... is dead.

I stayed on the floor crying for hours when i finally fell asleep. Sleep was not even peaceful, i woke up from a nightmare about my mom. I got up and walked back downstairs. Hungry, i did not bother eating anything. What was the point. I sat on the couch and just thought happy thoughts about my mom. How she always sang me songs when i was little. How she always kissed my booboos. I smiled then teared up. I never in my life thought it would be so hard.

Suddenly i hear the doorbell ring and i went to the door ignoring the fact that i looked a mess. I opened the door and i saw Kian.

"What would you possibly want?" I asked.

"I am so sorry."

"Do not bother apologizing my mom is not here anymore." I was about to shut the door when he blocked it. I opened it and i saw a tear drip.

"I am sorry about your mom. I am here."

"No you are not. You really do not have to. Just go." I say looking down.

"I will never leave no matter how far you want me to be from you. Bethany you can not be alone, and i... I love you."

Tears once more came down my face. He wiped it with his thumb.

"Please go." I say with my voice cracking.

"No." With that, I collapsed in his arms and he embraced me as i sobbed on his shoulder. It was so hard.

"She can't be gone!" I cried. he hugged me tighter.

Suddenly I feel drops of water on me. It was raining. He stopped hugging me and took my hand and we ran to a close by river and he purposely pushes me in. He falls in as well. How exactly was this supposed to help.

He still held my hand. "If you fall, I fall." he whispered. I then wrapped my hands around his neck and i knew at that moment that my mom would want someone to take care of me. "Please have someone take good care of you when i am not here. I do not care who as long as you are happy." Those were her exact words before her eyes closed.

He leaned in and his lips pressed against mine. He would take care of me.

We were inside soaking wet. He was hugging me tight so that i would not be cold. I grabbed some towels from the downstairs bathroom and laid them on the couch and for our bodies. We sat down calmly and I rested my head on his chest. As I was going to shut my eyes, he whispered something.

"Forgive me." I was too tired to ask what he meant and even though i was confused, i shut my eyes and fell asleep.

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Hope you enjoyed this chapter and i know i have not updated in a while and i am so sorry. Lol but yeah super sad chapter. More drama to come. Vote and comment please!!!