Situations.

Not Easy

I was woken up by the light shining through the window. Yesterday right after Beth fell asleep, I called my mom and told her that I was with her and about the news. She was shocked. I did not tell my mom about Mrs. Mota having a week to live. She knew just about the cancer. Stupid of me not to tell, I know.

I yawned and stretched and went over to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I did not bring a toothbrush but they always had some spare ones in the cabinet. I got one and quickly washed my mouth afterwards. When I finished I went back to the room and Bethany was there peacefully sleeping. Makeup was all over her face from last night. I went and laid in bed with her. She was so cold. I hugged her tightly and kissed her forehead.

I sat up and thought. Why was I not able to break up with Melanie, do I have feelings for her too? I mean I did fall in love with her but I always had a crush on Beth. I really did not want to break their hearts but it isn't easy.

I then turned to Bethany and shook her shoulder to wake her up. She groaned angrily which made me chuckle.

"Babe... babeoo...baboobaby!" I called.

She stretched and turned to me annoyed.

"What?"

"Awe where is your smile?" I teased.

"I want to sleep babe." she said turning.

Before she closed her eyes, I shook her again.

She turned again.

"I will not let you sleep until you smile."

She sighed then forced a smile.

"There is that beautiful smile I have been waiting for." I said leaning in and she stopped me.

"What?" I asked.

"Uh, I need to brush my teeth." she said embarrassed. I chuckled.

"Bad or good breathe I will kiss you."  I said leaning in once more. She blocked it then ran out to the bathroom. I heard water and when she finished, she got out then went to bed attempting to sleep again.

"Heyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!" I yelled in her ear.

"Ow! What?"

"Um what about that kiss?" I teased. She sighed the leaned in and kissed me.

"Happy?" she asked.

"Very." I grinned.

She giggled then went back to sleep. I got up and went downstairs to make her breakfast. I did not know what to do considering that i can not cook. I opened the fridge and the first thing i see is eggs. I smile then take them and put them to cook. I quickly go upstairs. I then take off my shirt and jeans. I did not bring pajamas because i did not know that i was going to sleep here. I had on boxers so do not assume anything. I laid back down with her and cuddled her.

"I just wanted to let you know that i just have boxers on." I grinned. She turned around to see that i was right.

"Really?" she giggled.

"What, you want my boxers to go too?" I joked.

"Hell no." she stated.

We laughed for a while. Then suddenly the smell of burnt appeared. It then hit me and I quickly got up and ran downstairs. She followed confused.

"What the hell?!" she yelled. I went to the kitchen and saw the eggs. They looked dead... seriously.

I turned of the stove hoping the alarm thing would not go off.

"Did you... did you try to cook eggs with its shell?" she giggled.

I shrugged. I do not usually pay attention to my mom when she cooks. And I thought you just get the eggs and put it on a pan on the stove and bam... but no.

She laughed.

"It is not funny."

"Yes it is." she laughed.

"Oh really?" I said picking her up and putting her on the table.

"Kian? What are you doing?" she asked.

"How about this!" I say throwing an egg at her.

Her jaw dropped. It did not hit her face but it hit her neck and the yoke dripped everywhere.

"What the fuck!!!" she yelled. I just laughed. Then suddenly i feel something heavy. She put all of the flour on me.

"No that is funny." I laughed and then quickly got milk from the fridge as she got rice and we poured both on each other.

We laughed. We looked a mess.

We had already taken a shower and cleaned up the mess. I went to a nearby store to buy myself a shirt, jeans, and of course some undies. We were on the balcony of her room. We talked about each other and talked about her mom and how she was so kind.

"You wanna know something?" she asked.

I nodded.

"We never told anyone but this is where me and my mom talk. This is where she told me about how babies are made." she giggled. I could tell she was getting emotional.

"And where she told me she was Santa Clause." she said. Her voice cracked. "I just wish she were here." she said crying.

"I know i should not be crying. I should be strong but it is not that easy."

"Even the strongest break." I say looking straight at her. She was so broken. It hurt me so much to see her like this.

"I wish that she could see what a great guy you are." she whispered.

"The truth is that-"

"I don't care. Its okay." she said wiping away a few tears. You see what I mean by not easy?

"I love you." she said. I embraced her. "I love you too." I was about to kiss her when I heard my ring tone. I walked back in and grabbed my phone which was on the bed. I answered ignoring the name.

"Hello?"

"Just saying that I am on my way to Bethany's house. Your mom told me and I do not stand that you ignore me to be with that thing."

It was Melanie.

"She is not a thing. She is- she is not a thing." I said noticing that Beth was confused.

"I am on my way. How could you be so selfish? I love you and for god sake, it feels like you are cheating on me." I heard her break into tears.

"I am not." I whispered.

"I want to believe you." she stated sadly. She then hung up. I sighed. How could I let it go this far? Suddenly the door bell rings and Bethany and I go downstairs.

"Wait Bethany!" she turned around.

"What babe." she asked so calm.

I sighed. Here it comes.

Hey its Pastel_bethers xoxo!!!!!

It is getting crazy for him. I kind of hate him and you probably do too but I promise you that you will grow to adore him. If you have not checked out my second book about 5sos then please do. So what do you think will happen next? Vote and comment please!