Situations.

You

Still Bethany

We made it to my house.

I had to walk on crutches considering that standing by myself burned my large wound.

The doctor told me that in the car accident, a metal piece of the truck went through my car and cut me.

I was now still with Kian exiting his car.

I don't know why he is with me.

I don't want to be next to him.

Sometimes, I just feel scared that he will break me again.

Kian opened the door considering it was unlocked.

I enter and everything was a mess.

I sigh and go to the couch.

I sit and close my eyes.

"Does everything have to be so messed up in my life?" I ask.

I turn to see Kian next to me.

He looked tired and stressed.

It didn't surprise me though. He stayed with me for two nights on a chair.

"Sometimes, you find yourself in puzzles you can't quite solve." he answers.

My throat hurts at this point thinking about everything.

"I just want to be normal." I say truthfully.

I never met a person who lost their mom then got cheated on then realized that their dad died... ever.

"I like that you aren't normal. It means that you are different." he says looking straight at me.

I nod speechless then look up at the ceiling.

"I am sorry about your dad." he whispers.

I don't answer.

I just want to think about something else.

"Bethany I love you." he said.

I turned to him shooting him a confused look.

"Sorry. Too quick?"

I giggled. "Yes. Tell me the day I die." I answer.

He chuckles as well.

"Do you like my hair?" he asked pointing to it.

"Blonde and blue? What got into you?" I asked smiling.

I know that what he did was... awful but I won't hold a grudge.

It just will take time to gain even a friendship.

"So is this going to be like yesterday, doing nothing?" I ask.

He sighed and looked up as well.

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The whole time, we were literally just talking about life after the break up. He told me that Melanie and him forgave each other but he knows that as much as he will try to be her friend, it will never be the same.

"We should play a game." He states continuing to blankly stare at the ceiling.

"Okay but keep in mind metal cut open my skin." I say laughing. He chuckles softly and nods.

"What about would you rather?"

I nod quickly. I always played this with my cousins when I was little but since then, I never played.

"Good. Would you rather be a shark or a lion?" He asks. I roll my eyes.

"Stupid one but definitely lion. King of the jungle." I answer proudly.

He scratches the back of his head. "Well I'm not very good at this. You go."

"Okay. Would you rather kiss me or Melanie?" I say impulsively.

Shit. Why am I so stupid.

He looked at me with no expression. "Sor-"

"You."

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