"Love"

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I was growing closer to Jungkook, I loved his insanity, I always hear the screams from his "office" Jungkook is the most feared mafia leader in the world. He has 2 offices, the first one is his normal office and the second one is to deal with people who don't do their job well or upset him. I always hear the screams coming from the second office, it's always locked and only Jungkook and Taehyung have the key. When I first came here the screams freaked me out they were part of the reason why I was scared of Jungkook. But now I think I'm starting to fall in love with Jungkook's insanity. I think I'm going insane myself......he drives me insane.
I woke up and Jungkook wasn't beside me I hated this feeling, when I woke up in the morning and I felt emptiness because jungkook wasn't beside me.
I thought today would be different because we kissed for the first time.
But no.
Maybe he just wanted to use me to have sex. I felt sad, my head was spinning with all these thoughts.
I went to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I'm so ugly, no wonder jungkook doesn't want to wake up next to this. I don't know why but I kept thinking about jungkook. In my head all I wanted was to make him happy. I didn't know what changed. Yesterday I was terrified of him and know I'm longing for his touch.
I guess I'm starting to fall in love.
But I'm scared, I'm scared to give my heart and soul to Jungkook. What if he breaks my heart ?
My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door.
Taehyung: Davina are you there ?
I didn't answer I didn't realize I was crying. I didn't want Taehyung to see me like this I looked disgusting.
Taehyung: Davina ?
Davina: Y-Yes.....
I said with a shaky voice.
Taehyung noticed.
Taehyung: What's wrong ?
Davina: Nothing just leave me alone.
Taehyung: Davina open the door.
I opened the door and Taehyung saw my puffy red eyes. He hugged me tight.
Taehyung: Are you okay ?
Davina: Y-Ya...
Taehyung: Don't lie to me...
Davina: No I'm not....
And I broke down in tears, I felt stupid, I didnt even know why I was crying. I guess I was afraid of the result of the love that I felt for jungkook. I knew he was dangerous and that he would most likely hurt me, but my heart wanted nothing more then to give myself to him.

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