Torn

Chapter 14

I guess what I was doing with Harry was wrong, but it felt right at the same time. I loved the feeling he gave me, but then I remembered how Niall would feel if he knew what was happening between us. I pulled away slowly, then flopped back on the couch, not caring about what I had said to Harry.

"Aw I thought you said you wouldn't pull away?" Harry smiled as he stared deeply into my eyes. I could tell a lot of thoughts were going through his mind, but I was to afraid to ask what they were about. 

"I know, Haz," I brushed my hair back, a natural instinct my body did when I was worried," I just have... this feeling inside, and quite frankly I don't know what it is I'm feeling. "

"What?" I asked annoyed at the fact that Harry had just smirked ,smiling at what I had said. I was trying to be serious with him, but it seemed like he wasn't taking it serious.

"You've never called me Haz before,"  he grabbed my hand slowly and circled his thumb around my palm. The tickling feeling made me pull away, trying to get back to what we were talking about.

"Harry, I don't know about us," I bit my lip, wondering if he'd agree or disagree.

"Why not?" I could feel the tone in his voice change, assuming he didn't agree,  " We both like each other don't we?"

"Yes Harry, but don't you think that's a little too selfish?" I continued to chew on my lip, knowing I was getting myself in an argument with Harry Styles.

"Selfish? Really, Leyla? How? Because I don't see any problem with us being together." He stated firmly as he let my hand go.

"Harry, I just got out of a relationship with Niall, one of your best friends, I don't want him to get hurt," I grabbed his wrist  again, wondering what was going through his brain right now. 

"I see what your saying.." He mumbled, looking down at his jeans, " So what can we do? Leyla we both love each other."

"I don't know, Harry. I don't know," I sighed." I love you too, but I don't think being together is the best thing we can do right now."

"So, erm, we should just say goodbye to each other, for the best of everyone?" He looked up at me with a confused look on his face.

"I- I guess so, we don't want Niall or any of us to get hurt." I gulped. Why did things have to be so difficult. Why did I have to love Harry, out of all the people in the world? I could have settled for a normal guy, I wouldn't have to deal with this boyband drama. But I guess that's just how love works.

Harry brushed his fingers on my arm, leaving goosebumps where they had just been. 

"I should get going," He grabbed his coat from the couch and stood up to leave. I followed him to the door, hating the desicion we had just made. I thought this was mostly my fault, I could have just taken the risk and be with the guy I loved.

"Well, erm. I guess this is goodbye?" Harry stood a couple inches away, close enough for me to smell his peppermint breath. My lip began to quiver as a tear fell down my face. He began to move closer towards me, the strong scent of his clogone going up through my nose.

"I love you," I put my hands around either side of his head, "Don't forget that."  His eyes were looking right through me like they were looking right through my soul.

"I love you too, Leyla." His nose was touching my nose, our lips only centimiters away. He leaned in and placed a kiss on my lips. At first it was only short and sweet kiss, but then it turned into a passionate kiss, full of so many feelings. We were interruptted by a chime from both our phones.

"Uh, we should get that," he smiled as he pulled away.

"And for the record, you pulled away, I didn't." I winked as I dug my phone out of my pocket. It was twitter.

"Wow, twitter does know how to ruin a moment," Harry chuckled as he looked on the screen of his phone. 

"Yours is from twitter too?" I sighed as I unlocked my phone and checked to see what the big deal was about.

I looked through my mentions just to see thousands of fan girls asking me the same thing , "Who is she?"

"What are you mentions about?" I asked Harry as he scrolled away.

"Something about Niall and a girl, which I'm thinking it's you, but I'm not sure." His forehead crinkled in confusion.

I immediately went onto Niall's page to see if he had tweeted about anything. He had replied to some fans just a couple of minutes ago, but no new tweet.

I opened up the first tweet he had replied to.

@NiallOfficiall Is it true you're with this girl??? pic.twitter.com/23sdkj4

I opened up the picture to a girl walking down a street, holding hands with Niall. 

@NiallHoranLuvr aha maybe ;)

"On second thought, I don't think Niall will care if anything happens between us?" Harry looked up from his phone, a grin on his face.

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Sorry if you guys didn't like it, I'm not very.... romantic. haha.

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-Jani xx