Drug Dealers (August alsina X BBW love story)

Umm

I looked at everyone as they all starred at me. I looked down to see Aug's pleading eyes.

"Mmmmm yes I would love too" I said

"Awwww" they cooed

Aug got up and gave me I hug followed bye a kiss. At first I didn't wanna kiss back but after a while I couldn't fight my self my lips were at home against his.

They clapped and cheered us on.

"You better go girl" Selina said

"Yessss" Ashley screamed

I stuck my middle finger up. We parted lips and we all started talking.

"So what time should she be dressed" Selina asked

"8:00" he said

"Okay what's the dress code" Ashley added

"Idk about all this shit, just look good" he said

"Thanks for the help" Selina said

I couldn't help but to second guess my decision, what if he hurts me again. My trust isn't never gone be the same anyway. What if Ashley is right I'm blocking my blessing by focusing on the past. I can't help it tho.

"Why you so quite" aug asked

"Just thinking about wear ima get my fit, you know I gotta be fly" I said

"Mmmmmhmm" he said

Okay yea i lied but im just nervous. I can't help but think about the last time we try. I mean he did forget about me and leave me stranded. But I have to get over there but its going to take me some time he did mess up my trust in him. But I'm working on that I've really love this man. So everybody got done eating and left it with their own way yes selina went to her room . Ashley and Chris left. Me and August finish cleaning up. We went to my room we took our showers and laid down.

" so what's been on your mind" he said

"Nothing just thinking about the date" I responded

"I know get more into detail I want to know what exactly are you thinking about" he said getting frustrated

"First of all calm down" just sitting up

He sucked his teeth

"I said I was just thinking like but I'm going to wear and exc." I said harsh tone

"I know something's up so what the fuck is up" he yelled

"See boy, mmmmm I don't know why you talk to these bitches that you take to your room during tore but don't play with me" I said

"Man listen that don't have shit to do what we talking about." He said rubbibg the bridge of his nose

"Yes the fuck it do cuz you aint going to say here and talk to me any kind of fucking way" I said raising my voice a little

"Calm the fuck down" he demanded

"Don't tell me the calm down you don't want to start a all this fucking yelling so don't tell me calm down when you started it" i said now standing with my arm folded

"You trying to argue over something stupid you need to grow up" he said

"You need to grow the fuck up and snap into reality because right now you and lala land" i said

"And what's that supposed to mean" he asked

"Everything aint all sweet anymore we're grown I'm in college, your famous we're both trying to be successful and make it in this world and your just spending time off with famous people doing famous people shit fucking different bitches all of that shit if you can cheat call me when no bitches really wanted you imagine what you could do to me when a thousand or even millions of bitches want you" i yelled

"Like I said I wasn't going to cheat on you I said I wasnt going to hurt you ever again but you just can't seem to believe that you're right, everything ain't how it used to be I fucking know that I'm not stupid I'm not blind I see what's going on and I also see that you can't put the past behind us I'm trying to move towards the future and you so focused on the fucking pass you won't let me live" he yelled

"I'm scared you going to hurt me again you fucked up my trust you hurt me before I don't want to feel that way anymore or ever again so I'm scared I can put the past behind us but I'm so worried about what's in our future or even mine alone" i semi-yell

"August you don't understand you hurt me very badly it lasted for what felt like forever the hurt went on and it still effects me to this day that's not just something I can just drop or just get over is going to take me some time and you should and will have to understand I'm trying to work with you I say yes to the date that I really really really want to go on okay I didn't just say that because everybody was right there I really want to go on this date with you I really love you but I'm just afraid"

"Babe I understand and I don't want you to be afraid you shouldn't be afraid to love me you shouldn't be afraid to be in a relationship with me and that's my fault I should never made you feel that way but I promise give me one more chance I will make you right, i love you and only you" he said

I started to cry and he gave me a hug. The we just laid down in eachothers arm and fell asleep

~~~~~i hope you guys enjoyed sorry for the delay~~~~~~ ive been less inspired because im not geting alot of reads but hey i love writing so ill always be back~~~~~

~~~~~~lots of love~~~~~~