See me

Him

Who is he

the new guy

walking by

catching my eye.

Not like I care

his silky brown hair

and hazel eyes

aren't making me woo.

I'm not falling for it

not again

i don't want to be hurt again

not again.

He won't see

past my mask

in my eyes

my broken eyes.

He sits next to me

in english class

I try not

to look at him.

He asks me

for a pen

I nod

and give him my pen.

I can't help

not thinking

not hoping

not wondering.

Walking to

my hangout

a beach near me

where I can be alone.

They have softball

almost everyday

but I don't bother anyone

I stay alone.

Down by the beach

away from the crowd

I sit alone

thinking of him.

I can almost hear him

his soft voice

saying my name

giving me the chills.

Then I look up

there he is

standing over me

looking at me.

"Hi there"

he says

softly

my heart flutters.

"h-hi"

I say

shakily

nervously.

"I'm going to go

watch the game 

if you want to 

come with me."

I shyly

shake my head

responding no

I just can't.

He frowns

and goes away

sadly.

I'm left there

wishing I could

i'm still thinking

of him.