II I'm crying because my delusion of who you were was shattered by the truth of who you are II
Hey Stephen ! Hey Stephen
Don't you know i have always loved and can't let go.
But the way your eyes search mine,
Like its territory to be explored.
I am reminded of the agony in my heart.
I am yours but you were never mine.
You dont "see me like that ".
Am I that invisible?
You are like a diamond, every girl wants one.
Your eyes shine like they are a part of sun.
And I wonder if you really are my sun?
Albeit you might look at her,
Like she's the one.
Like she is the sun
To your night sky.
Like she is the one around
Whom you are so high.
But let me remind
I was the one to wake you up from your bad dreams.
I was the one who held your hand through the treacherous path.
I was awake when you were asleep.
I was the one who counted you as a blessing rather than a miserable attempt of being a rebel.
When you looked at her,
it killed me in the inside.
I was broken, you were fixed.
I was wailing and dying
While you couldn't help but feel alive.
I was dancing out of agony ,
breaking my limbs to your mercy.
While you smiled at her ,
dancing like a hurricane.
But you forgot typhoon was just another name for me ,
So when you come back like a piece of diamond mistaken for trash,
begging for mercy.
I take you in my hold and throw you off the coast.
I am not trash like you.
Rather a standard ,
that you never deserved.
I am a fool too have fallen in "love " with you.
Kind of like how you love diamonds at first sight ,
but then you realise the worth of a diamonds,
which are just flashy and unrealistic.
Not strong as a rock, who too withers when the the winds are too strong
or the sun is too bright.
Diamonds are not humanely,
Its core's the hardest , hardest to love.
A girl's best friend , never a lover.
Your eyes shine only in the dark,
maybe you never truly deserved my heart.
Maybe you deserve just the handful of love you get,
while tying your hand around other girls like a bracelet,
which she'll soon unclasp and throw in the drain.
While she dances in the rain,
for she loves authenticity ,
and there are so many fake diamonds in the market.
And you are as fake as the love you were made out of.
They left you all alone, without a word and a spare glance.
The diamond was left stranded ,diamond was was overrated.
I maybe be a typhoon but a typhoon too has a heart, albeit broken,
Adios is the word spoken .______________________________________-
Question : Do you know anybody named Stephen?
I don't ... Sorry hehe
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Lots of Love ,
E
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When Love Rhymes
PoetryThis book is a collection of romantic and almost romantic poems.