bammie
now onlinelook at how happy they are
and look at how jealous we are
it's sad isn't it
when your best friend falls in love with someone else
yeah
and when you thought she liked you back but it was actually my mindset that led me on
yeah
you wanna go out for a drink?
you have a schedule tomorrow
right
let's call?
sure
ring ring ring ri-
"hello?"
"hello hyejin"
"hi bam"
"are you okay?"
"we know we aren't"
"yeah"
"-sighs-"
"-sighs-"
"-chuckles-"
"are we both that sad?"
"i guess."
"you know bam, i admire you."
"what about?"
"how you can still be yourself despite dealing with a heart break."
"i wonder how i do that too honestly."
"i admire you too. for keeping your feelings in for so long and up till now, he still doesn't know."
"it was hard."
"it's okay hyejin, it's okay."
"can i tell you something bam?"
"go ahead."
"you know, there was this one day where i wanted to confess to him but on the same day, he told me he got accepted into JYP so i couldn't do anything about it but stand there and smile like a fool. that day, i walked home in tears knowing i'll never have a chance to tell him how i truly feel. i'm so stupid right?"
"it's not your fault hyejin-ah, sometimes fate just wants to be a bitch you know. like how jimin and i used to talk almost every day and when i wanted to confess, she told me yugyeom had asked her out and she agreed! wow, i have never felt a heart ache so bad before."
"i guess we're both on the same boat huh? trying to balance it in order to survive even though we want to throw ourselves off."
"yeah, are you crying hyejin?"
"unfortunately"
"don't worry, i'm doing the same."
"don't cry too much, you wouldn't want fans to notice."
"haha don't worry, makeup will do the trick."
"if you say so."
and the rest of the call was both of them feeling comfort in the soft sobs they shared over the phone.
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