"Mörê thãń jüst frìêñds"

'More than just friends'

"Its about a guy who i have a crush on and he is a year older than me .has bee
n my crush for along time for now and he is someone who is close to my family"
-PS. This is my fist time writing this so i might not be that great to me exactly.-

There it goes again ,i saw him its like i cant stop thinking about him .i mean he his more than a friend in my life. Were like close friends/buddy for life .well its just "nate" has been there with me over my whole childhood, not the whole but something there.
He has been my crush since like i was young and every year it develops if only he feels the same too , all he see in me is just a close friend who loves to goof around and helps him with life.... - oh when will i be something more.
But to day i saw him and he wave to me ,of course i won't let my self be so disgraceful so i wave back , and he came to me with some of his friends.
'How are you ?its been so long since our family hang out',he said with his great smile .
I mean we all have been so busy lately , 'but it great to talk to you' .

'Well im off to go with my friends its nice catching up with you', off he went with his mates and said those.
I was expecting like more 😑.well i mean there are times he is shy so cant blame him. But atleast its something than notting right?
Well days pass and today was the time i got to hang with my close friends. And that means yes! His there of course with the family .
'Hey!'
'Oh hi its good se..seeing you w..well i mean i know that your c..coming. *Agrh* you know what mean'

'Y..yeah i get you but yes!its good to see you too! ,well hows school ?'

'Well since you brought it up! not so good, have been so tired lately cuz semesters are coming and means struggle is about to devour meh.....'

'-hahahah😂🤣 i guess so' (oh that laugh if only i can tell him ,but if i do i might lose our friendship)
But then a friend of mine ask all of us who is our crush *gulp* i didn't wanted to be first i went last .
After one person said it was his turn. And by the words he said it struck me like if i was struck by a lightning or worst than that. Well he said he does have a crush but it not in his school but in his home country.
Well i felt like someone took my heart and shattered them. But he said he had a crush! Does that mean in the past!? Do i have a chance!? Questions are filling my thoughts but all i know was to focoused on something that i have ,not what i dont have and that is a friendship.
After that weird conversation he came to me and we just kinda talk and talk and ofcourse a little fun too. (One thing about him is weakness is when you tickle him ,wierd right?)
Nate asked, 'hey!whats with the face, i've never seen you this with a sad dace.' ( well its true i am always happy or would laught crazy sometimes)
'Well i mean i had a friend and kinda hurt me a little bit...'
'Who? Who hurt you?'
'We..well i can't tell you'
'Why not'
'I Just can't ' (if only he understand that he is the one who did)
'Well if thats so just remember i'm here to help tou anytime'
'Thx' *gave a hug*
Well that was something i never seen in him before and i am thankfull for him to show me his side once more .

"Well i write this much for now the stroy is somehow base on real life and it is a big story to tell i hope you atleast do like it a bit "