5.27.15

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by breathtakinghes

by breathtakinghes

2:11 p.m

Dear Louis,

I was sitting on the couch today the news playing on the tv. I wasn't paying attention and was twirling the ring you got me around my finger [ I haven't taken it off since after the day I got it, I hope that makes sense] when I heard your name. I stopped and looked at the tv to see a picture of you the lady was talking about how some of the fans said 'he deserved what he got' after what happened a couple months ago when some of the fans pushed you and you fell to the ground getting a big bruise on the side of your head and how you angrily shouted some curse words a them.

Little do they know how much damage they caused. I started crying like full on crying, I was so mad at your fans. How the fuck could they say that? They are your fans. Aren't they susposed to love you, not want to hurt you? Like jesus christ, it's bullshit Lou.

I also blame myself though that day for not being there, I was sick and stayed home. If I was there you wouldn't have fallen.

I'm so sorry Lou.

love,

your ella

ps. sorry if hard to read