I hope to make your day!

Tagged Again!!

Yay!! Tagged again!!

Birthday?

Beat it, I'm not telling. (As I read this to my sister she goes: "geez that aggressive"

Gender/sexuality?

I KNOW IM A CISFEMALE! As for sexuality...you tell me.

Emo or Pastel?

Pastel! But I like to act edgy...

Dan or Phil?

Personality wise, Phil.
Looks wise, Dan.

First Youtuber I watched?

That would be Thomas

Favorite Color?

Dark Green or Navy Blue/TARDIS blue/Logan blue

DC or Marvel?

MARVEL!!!!!!!
*clears throat*
Sorry, Marvel.

13 Reasons Why or Riverdale?

I've never watched either of them. I want to watch 13 Reasons Why though

How I met your Mother or F.R.I.E.N.D.S?

I haven't seen either of them...

OTP?

Come on...I'm a Fander! I ship all of the Sanders Sides Ships!!

Netflix and Chill or Netflix and Cuddle?

Netflix and Cuddle any day....someone come cuddle!

Thoughts on Self-Harm? TW: Self-Harm

Okay, this is a sensitive subject for me, and I'm afraid to tell everyone this because two of my very good friends are going to read this and also a person I love very much will possibly read this too.

I have self-harmed. I have scratched my skin because I was stressed out of my mind, I was pissed off (sorry for the language, yes that is a bad word to me), I was hurting, and I couldn't take it anymore. I had no one there for me, and my dad and I were fighting again. I wasn't me. God wasn't there for me when I needed him. I was alone.

I scratched until my arm had a raw spot on my wrist, and it killed. I left it alone after that, it eventually healed, but you can still see the mark. It's a very light pink. It was my first time, but it wasn't the last. I have scratched since then but I stopped before it got to far because I was disappointing myself and if my friends found out, I was disappointing them (you guys just found out by the way).

So, my thoughts on self-harm?

You may self-harm and then be clean, you can relapse, but you can beat this! Those of you who say that people don't know what you are going through, listen to me, RIGHT. NOW. People know! You aren't alone in this. Message anyone and they can possible tell you their story. Even if it's an eating disorder it is still self-harm, you are hurting yourself by not eating. Guys! I know what it's like! Come to me! You aren't alone! So many people think they are alone but look around! You aren't alone! You need to see that!

Find someone to talk to! Whether an adult or a friend on the Internet, find someone. Talk to them, tell them, let them help, don't push them away. You can't get through this alone, don't even think you can. Because you can't, I tried. When something goes bad, don't turn to a blade, turn and lean on someone, don't be afraid to lean on someone. Because by being afraid, it only causes more harm. Please there are people and resources for you out there, find them.

In short, my thoughts on self-harm is that you can conquer it. It's another obstacle that you can get through/over. With help, you can make it out alive. Just let people help you. Fight, and don't give up.

I tag:

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VirgilSanders_12
DnDwolf91
Skittykittycat12
NWTBWarfstache
death-of-a-phangirl
-Disappear_Anarchy-
englishchips
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