The L(F)uck of Being Fat

He Rejected Me

I invited him to sit in the living room and we talk, so romantic... for me..... I don't know about you.... Maybe you think this is the most boring time of courtship... no dinner, no kiss, no ring... but it's okay... I dont feel this's boring...! I enjoy this... yeah... you know why right?

Oh...my heart's beating faster... And finally, he takes me out riding his car. Unbelievable moment. He takes me to the cinema too. Luckily, there's the very last romantic movie in that day, Harry Potter. And we bought the last two tickets. 

We watch it, sometimes he gives me a hug... when I'm afraid of Voldemort, Harry's big creepy enemy in that movie. I love this moment. So I take advantage of this rare opportunity. I'm acting now. 

Then we have lunch in a romantic restaurant. And the most memorable moment was when he fed me. It's the most ... most... beautiful moment in my life. I'll always remember that special moment. It's the most delicious food in the world, laced with love... his love..... I hope he can always be mine... forever.... I love you.... My mind was wondering.

And the last most beautiful moment, we go to the fair... We enjoy all the game, rollercoaster, carousel, and others. I'm happy... and he gives me a big big panda doll, like my body. I think he's the best person in the world, and the most romantic person...

This most beautiful time has ended. Day turns into night. Full moon shines brightly, accompanies our super beautiful day. The stars twinkle, like him. He twinkles in my heart.

He drives me to the home. And this is my last time for acting. I pretend to sleep on his shoulder, the last love acting action for him. He hugs me. I'm happy.

I fall asleep. I wake up when he carried me into the house. This is the time. I'll say it now. I believe he'll accept my love. I'm really nervous.. and say quietly...

"I love you...."

"What?" he shocked.

"Yes.... will you be my boyfriend?" I said, while smirking

"Sure....... But...b..but..." 

"W...Wh...What?"

"I c...can't.... I have already belonged to someone.... And I love her, you're not the best for me... You're not my right choice... there are still better boys than me...I'm not yours... I'm so sorry...."

My heart was pierced. I hurt hearing that answer. I go to my room, leave him who feels guilty. I shocked. For what is enjoyingthe day with person who doesnt love me? My face looks red. Sad and angry. My blood is flowing fast. He has rejected me.

I see he's walking to his car, so guilty. 

My mom's knocking the door. "Hey... what happened to you all?" she asked.

"Dont ask it now... leave me alone! " I said, crying like a baby.