The L(F)uck of Being Fat

The Memories in the Gloom

I just remember something, Robert. I don't want something happens to him. He's at hospital now, so I have to go to there. He's the only consolation to me, only one. Games, TV shows, and magazines can't make me happy again. I am a little sad about it. I've lost my best friend... Stephanie Carrington, my best friend ever.

Although we've promised about the "necklace moment", about our best friend relationship. Since that, our relationship was ok, so good. But I would never it'll be like this. It hurts me. She scolded me, her best friend. So what for's this best friend relationship? About the necklace, my gift? It's no useful now. It's too late for me to fix it.

I just remember about the necklace, there're our photos there, adjacent. We were smiling at the photo, I'm jealous now. I don't recognize herself now. It has been cleared. Her kindness, her humility, helpfull, There're nothing in herself now. I really deplore her.

When we were young, she always helped each other, with her "pure heart". But now, see? She even never helps me again. But if she needs my help, she forces. And you'll know if I don't meet her demands, she'll rampage like a hungry shark. I don't want it happen.

She was a faithful girl, always accompanied me, everywhere. I salute her. She never left me, as I remember. No day without her, we always played together. We also visited each other, not like now, see her is a seldom thing for me, even hardly ever.

Umh... and this makes me more sad. Oh ya... I must phone him, my consolation.  

I phone him, but no answer. 

I try to phone him again, but he doesn't answer it too.

I phone him third, and it's the same.

I'm fear. What's happening with him? And I'm sure this has something to do with Stephanie.