"Damnit Ashton." I mutter to myself as I type back a text to Ashton. This is what he said:
Ash:
HAVE FUN MAKING OUT WITH LUKE USE PROTECTION KAY? KAY!
I type quickly and hit send.
Me:
Damnit Ash he isn't even my freaking boyfriend Kay? Kay!
Ash:
Are you sure?
Me:
VERY FUCKING SURE NOW BUH BYE!
"Why do you look angry?" Luke asks as he walks into my room.
"Ashton is just... He's making fun of me." I say and laugh at myself. Luke walks over and sits next to me and looks at what Ashton said.
"Oh my god." he says an covers his face with his hands.
"Ya gotta admit, it's pretty funny." I say and he chuckles and takes his hands away from his face and wraps them around my waist.
"Damnit Luke just ask me to be your girlfriend already." I say and go into my twitter.
"Why?" he asks and I turn my head to look at him.
"Because we act like we are dating, why not just make it official?" I ask and he rests his head the the crook of my neck and sighs against my skin.
"I'm afraid." he says.
"Why?" I ask in confusion.
"I don't want to hurt you. You're too special." he sad and I shake my head.
"Luke, I don't know why you would be scared to hurt me. I don't know how would hurt me. You're too good. Don't be afraid. I mean everything happens for a reason right?" I ask and he nods into my neck.
"But you're something I don't wanna risk loosing." he says.
"You won't loose me Luke. I'll always e at least your friend." I say and make him look at me.
"I don't wanna loose you either. But I want to be able to kiss you whenever I want. I want to be able to tangle my legs in yours while we sleep and play nose tag with you. I want to be able to call you my boyfriend. I want to be able to show off our wonderful relationship." I say and he kisses my cheek lightly.
"I want that too. But I'm scared." He says again.
"Don't be scared." I say and lace my fingers with his.
"Let's just wait a little bit, see if we really do like each other. Or if it's just a thought and we want the perfect relationship and we just happened to be there." Luke says.
"Wait, are you questioning your feelings?" I ask, slightly hurt i guess.
"No, I know I really like you Clare, I wanna make sure you know what you're getting yourself into." he says.
"What exactly am I getting myself into?" I ask.
"I'm not an easy boyfriend Clary." he says and I raise my eyebrows.
"You think I don't know that? I mean, I live with you Luke." I say and he sticks his tongue out at me.
~
Syd:
So you've gotten him to work with you? Oh, have fun fucking him in the break room
Me:
Excuse me? stay the fuck out if my life Syd you obviously don't care about me
"Luke, can I have a hug?" I ask and e pulls me onto his lap as we watch some movie we found on Netflix that is quite boring might I add.
"What's wrong baby?" Luke asks. No he has not asked me I be his girlfriend even after our whole talk about how e shouldn't be scared and we both want this and blah blah blah.
