Incarnation of Love

The shock!! - 13

PANCHI'S P. O. V.

Flashback:

         "It's......umm.....Actually....." Titu kept dragging, racing my heart beat on a totally different rate. Eventhough I was excited to hear the proposal from his mouth, I was surrounded by some negative vibes too. Some restless feeling has engulfed my heart. Why am I feeling like that. Hey Bhagvan! (Oh god!) Make this feeling get vanished. Please!! I could feel him trembling with nervousness.

              He slowly turned towards me and said, "Panchiji, I don't want to beat around the bush, so woh....act.... actually..... Panchiji..... it's that...... I.....I love someone." Expected! But what followed was not expected. "To be precise, I love Ruhi" he said, shattering my heart into zillion pieces. Everything around me seemed to take a spin and left me in middle. The divine fragrance, now chocked me. The most romantic view, was now giving signals for hard luck. Why? Just why? Why on Earth should it happen to only me?

                    The world seem to spin around. This is it!! THIS IS IT!!! He turned around towards me with blush clearly shading his cheeks. The feel which I wanted him to feel is what he's feeling, but not for the one with whom I wanted to him to have it for. "I wanted to say this to her myself, but I'm not sure about what or how should propose her. You are her best friend na Panchiji, I want you to help me out in this. It's your friend's request to you, will you help me?" He asked with expectation clearly visible in his shimmering eyes! I casted my gaze down, "Why would I not Titu? Have I ever said no to you?" I said with tears scaring to come down. I could feel his happiness which had pure innocence!!

                  Before he could utter something else, I left that place. Wherever I went, whichever path I chose, I never cared! As I knew that, nothing is going to lead me to my destination. Anxiety hit it's peak but I was helpless. I ran and ran to a place where I don't know. I felt exhausted with every breath I let out. How could you do this to me Titu? The more I wanted to cry, the more I felt dehydrated. I hate you for this. I HATE YOU!! Finally I found the route to my home. I ran towards my home.

                "Panchiji beta, where, Arey! Panchi! Panchi what happened?" My mom kept yelling, while I entered my room and locked the room from the inside. I closed my eyes and banged my head on the wooden door. Only the images of his smiling face with Ruhi beside came infront of my closed eyes. I turned around and sat down leaning myself on the door. What more should I expect to happen? Why is everything destined only for me? Why do I not deserve love? I heard a bang on my door. "Panchi, I have to talk to you! Let me in na" I heard Shakthi di say.

                  She sounded excited. Maybe something related to her Raghav. I wouldn't let my sister's love story go in vain atleast. Neither would I try to save guard my love. I stood up and wiped my tears. I sighed standing infront of the door. I adjusted my hair while checking myself for one last time in the mirror. I opened the door, pasting a smile on my face. "Hi Di!" I said trying to sound cheerful. She pushed me in quickly. "Arey! What happened?" Before even I could ask my question, she had already bolted the door.

                   She turned towards me with a tensed face. "Look Panchi! You are going to be back on Mission, for saving your sister's life. You are close to Titu na, So you should do as I say." She said. "Okay but what?" I asked feeling something fishy was going to follow. "Titu is the most loved one there. If he does something, that would never be considered as a crime. So you have to convince him to open up about his love to his family and also say that he cannot live without her" She said. I was speechless.

               Seeing my shocked face, she smiled and said, "Titu never confessed anything to us but isn't it obvious that he's in love? I mean come on, I just saw him once. I myself could figure that out! His dreamy eyes, his constant smile, don't they tell stories? Who can know that better than you?" She said with a smirk at the end. I gave a small smile and said, "Okay, I'll do this for you". Shakthi di became so happy and she started jumping around. My love is of no use, atleast let my friendship be of some use!! After she left the place, I sat at a corner and vent out my emotions.

TITU'S P.O.V.

         WHY? Why did she leave? She has never done something like this. Did I say something wrong? Golu was near me, scrolling through his timeline. "Goleya! Do you think I did something wrong? Or did she think that I was pranking her? Or the worse, did she think I was not perfect for Ruhi? Maybe this was the reason! Panchi is Ruhi's friend. Who can know her tastes better than Panchi? Oh God! What should I do now?" I started blabbering as fear started clutching my heart.

                   "Bhaiyaji! You are just over thinking. Nothing of that sort would have happened. No one can be as best as you are in whole of Mathura! So you better don't worry and have this drink" Golu said while offering me a drink with a very long straw in it. He kept the straw near my lips and I slowly started drinking it with a sad face. "Wait and Watch Bhaiyaji! She will definitely call you and ask sorry" Golu tried to convince me. I just nodded my head in response and I exactly wanted that to happen as he had said. Suddenly my ringtone was heard. Golu took the phone and showed me the caller ID. Panchiji? He attended the call and put on speaker.

"Hello Titu? Sorry for leaving you. I'm ready to help you out. Meet me in the same place at 7 p.m."

                   Hello Anbu Ullangale!! A very very long time na? I was almost about to drop this book, but something in me didn't let me do so! So here I am back!! Hope you liked this update, if you did then vote!!

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Sruthi ;)